When the beat drops let me pop your soul.

#202: being sober

2011-09-04T19:10:00.003+08:00

MY FIRST SEM BREAK! ends today. Did nothing productive except for going out with my high school friends almost everyday for movies, and of course tea sessions at nights. They are totally the bombs lol it's been a while since we've all met each other. Ok although there's a guy lives at the same condominium area as me but we don't meet each other at all since... forever.

Then he said he saw me outside at the optical shop opposite of our condo and he shouted for me. Bullshit how I know whether he's lying or not hahaha. Met up with them everyday before my trip to Malacca, and still meeting them after my trip to Malacca.

Woke up by phone's message ringtone one day, Jason was asking me whether want to watch movie or not LOL I WAS STILL ASLEEP. Of course I went and had little private time with Stephanie while the guys went off.

Because they don't know how to spell my name.

and hi i don't wanna go back to uni tomorrow.

AND OH HERE COMES MY DRIVER'S MESSAGE ASKING ME TO WAIT FOR HIM AT THE GUARD HOUSE OF MY CONDO HAHAHAH tea session with the gang and uni starts tomorrow. new war ahead, ah my life. /throws unicorns and muffins with sprinkles...... hell/

#201: getting drunk

2011-08-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

can't get enough of Geek In The Pink covers. seriously what is up with all these street performances at Hongdae?! I swear, Joan and I gonna be there one day I bloody swear.

I bloody ate like a dinosaur during finals and assignments deadline periods oh my lord. I need to stay awake to bloody study. Kept eating like crazy during midnight, and yes I've take heavy dinner before and after studying. I need to eat to concentrate. What on Earth...... Fuck loads of Psychology theories to memorize, and mom bought foods back when they went out during afternoon...................... 2 pieces of cheese cake, 2 pieces of pudding fruit cake, one roll of creamy chocolate Swiss roll, a box of Seremban siew pau which left only one what the hell, white sugar cake and as usual refrigerator with heck loads of chocolate milk, vitagen, soya bean milk, ribena.... puahahahahahah my fucked up life......

and guess what.... the day before my accounts paper.....

I had leftover Starbucks in my fridge thanks to mom as well.

oh my life of chocopie....... it's soya milk btw, and no, they did not write my VIVIENNE.

Had brunch with my darlings near their housing area before going off to uni for cheerleading practice. Initially it was a movie date but postponed it to another day because the cinema is creepily deserted, I'm not even joking. but can't blame them actually, when we went there it was just 11.15 in the morning LOL /gets slapped/ Steph then called Zoe down for brunch and she told us before our brunch date she hosted a meeting session at night with the boys as well. Bloody hell I miss all my high school friends. Such great people they were during high school and still are, rocking. Credits to Jason my Papa for fetching me voluntarily kyayaahahha so I no need to drive and suffer from looking for parking lot like what we did. Seriously with Kuchai Lama, parking lots are forever unavailable.

Actually I shouldn't have met up with them, seriously. Made me miss them more even though we dork on Facebook and having crappy Skype conversations like every night...mocking me all the bloody time with my Chinese name. There was this one time where WK called and Mingyao was doing adlibs LOL I seriously like hanging out with my high school friends than Uni friends recently. Suddenly realized the 5 years bond between my clique and I...is actually stronger than I acknowledge of. It's more than amazing, and bigger than your ass.

Recent picture of me, telling the bloody world that I'm bloody cuter than your toes. Beat that.

#200: you bloody suck

2011-08-16T09:41:00.004+08:00

so recently i've changed my relationship status on my facebook, which is totally a joke. we were skyping and bam, there goes the decision. well of course some took it seriously and some don't give a flying fuck as usual. they weren't there when the both of us were fooling around anyways, hah.

but what do you think.

my friend was so furious over this shit. told her i was fooling around and she shot me by saying 'he doesn't know you're fooling around!' 'you're playing fire!' 'you know that he's sensitive and yet you're crossing his boundary!'

alright and there goes my brain juice boiling.

and i found out, there weren't any thing going in between us anyways. if there was a something, it's just my assumption instead of confirmation. don't expect me to understand your indirect shits if that is your intention. take me as a flirt or a bitch or a slut i don't fucking care man. if what you intended is what i assume, can't you just open your mouth and spit out a few words asking me about it, or seriously, am i that easy to you? but most probably since you want to win i guess all this while it's just me, blame the brain for thinking too much then.

why the fuck would i care that you actually mind, and actually you don't but i think you do just that i assume you're going to say that you don't. you want to win, i want to win, everyone wants to win! yet, no one wants to get hurt.

honestly, i have nothing to lose. so i'll see you when i see you.

#199: another confession

2011-08-09T18:33:00.004+08:00

i left my speakers in my car like.... a week ago im super lazy to get them back and plugged into Daisy. using my headphones listening to music while revise for finals this Friday. playlist was playing this song though.

that feeling inside you when the acoustic guitar plays from your left ear to your right ear gradually. made me almost forget what is life.

alright back to revision. i hogged the internet for the whole day felt like a while; did a little bit revision felt like forever. guess i should hang my head somewhere else then.

#198: indifference

2011-08-09T17:08:00.001+08:00

haha i was such a fool, im going back to zero i am not gonna give a fuck at what you did and what you're going to do. i fucking swear.

不要再過來不要靠近我
絕別再誘我也別再秀
你知不知道合時可收
這不能把握就別再進我的二人遊

我已經透過朋友網絡
他們告訴我你犯的錯
我想你應該向她道歉
自從你嘴邊散的謊言哦不對

別再靠近你要小心
別再一步你很離譜
你知不知道我現在好好
不要再騷我別再來鬧我的二人遊

#197: i'm

2011-06-30T21:52:00.004+08:00

I'm actually very easy to please. Turn the page, which means I get happy easily.

Buy me a cheap CD of your choice. (I'm an indie/jazz person remember that.)

Interrupt me when I'm reading a Murakami book.

Tell me what you like eating and what you hate.

Nudge me up for fun when I'm napping.

Skip all my favorite songs.... and any other irritating little moves.

I had a great personal time with Claudia at secret recipe near our uni. We had a piece of cake each, she had Earl Grey tea and I ordered Jasmine tea. Then we crapped about.... everything for 3 hours... or maybe more.

What you see is what you get, if you think I bore you so please put me back. I've been living like this for the past 17 years and 7 months. I'm expecting you to please me though, love. Just to let you know, I won't run away if you tell me what you want to tell me. I'm very objective but I'll give you what you want if what I want from you is actually the same as what you wanted from me.

Get it?

#196: blab

2011-06-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

快点说, 说你觉得我真的不错, 我是我, 你爱我, 多么高兴你认识我

do something you stupid dumb ass

#195: 1825 paper cranes

2011-06-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

this is like this sky’s many expressions,

there is no way to know, like your future.

the problem is like math, but there are a lot of answers,

there are a lot of opportunities, but there’s no certain formula.

this judgement is different than the clear law,

there’s no other atonement than the one sided injury.

near the hand, but follow the evil effect,

the angel that became an old memory, has no wings.

what am I suppose to do? whatever I do, I can’t be comfortable

what am I suppose to do? whatever I do, my heart can’t settle

what am I suppose to do? whatever I do, I can’t be healthy

what am I suppose to do? whatever I do, my heart can’t leave

this certain person too…

Nothing much up with life. Suddenly reminded by self that my favorite Epik High song was 1825 (Paper Cranes).

#194: just for a season

2011-06-11T18:22:00.004+08:00

It was quite a day before the song was played. Had fun with friends at uni although it was a replacement class, I even got a present from a friend back from her vacation at Pulau Redang. What more should I expect.

It was raining so heavily outside.

I was bawling so loudly inside the car.

Thinking, what did I do wrong.... for you to leave me.

Where are you now.

You know..... that feeling when you felt so happy because your heart aches so bad. I'm actually living.

My friend called me last night. He asked, how would you know if you've met the right person. I said I don't know.... I don't want to know about myself.

#193: sun and stars

2011-06-07T19:43:00.006+08:00

Cheerleading trainings were quite ok I'm quite a fast learner with the stunts so far. Yea you've read that right, I've joined my uni's cheer squad under dodge ball team. I was a ballerina anyways before fourteen years old and I did yoga for the past 5 years I stopped because I'm slacking.

Just that mid term, quizzes and assignments are pressuring me a lot....... not really. But in a way yes, but not in general though. Yes I did feel the pressure.... no.

Guess that i've gone cuckoo puahaaha. I will spill everything that pains the hell out of my head to the sincere you. I will, I swear. I need a listener, a best friend and someone who'll call me straight away when I send them stupid messages that I won't do normally.

I just hope someone thinks of me before falling dead asleep.

#192: late morning

2011-06-05T12:31:00.001+08:00

I think I'm quite good in consoling people though. They tend to approach me when they are emotionally depressed or felt like being eaten up by flying sandwiches and what not.

I told them to clear their heads and walk their pathways.

But what the fuck am I doing here. Bawling and screaming on my own. Blanking out during midnights wondering why did I exist. Deceiving everyone that I'm okay I'm fine there is nothing wrong with me.

I don't even know what the hell went wrong. My life is such an enigma, living in this fucked up hell hole of labyrinth. Help, someone?

#191:

2011-05-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

I can confess that I had some expectations. 18 years old. Not adult or child. An in-between age with desires of escape. It may not be as adventurous as Huckleberry Finn or Nanook. But I had some hope about escaping from reality. It was the last time that we could believe in adventure. Up until now, we were more excited than afraid. But we had forgotten. Breaking away from reality is dangerous. The boy must be cruel in order to survive. Huckleberry Finn and Nanook end up meeting the devil too.

quotation from White Christmas

I don't even know why do I have morning sickness. Of course I know only pregnant women have morning sickness. I have morning sickness all the time. I tend to puke. I don't think I'm sick though. I felt disgusted when I finished drinking something I really like, ate something which is nice and..................... when I encountered that person which is right.

well anw im doing the '30 days of Korean Indie' meme though feel free to explore my mind if you intend to - http://act-five.tumblr.com/

#190: best of you

2011-05-22T23:26:00.007+08:00

Had a very busy day yesterday. Korean class and carnival at north wing campus, and then straight to 2AM showcase and then back to south wing campus for Unifest 2011. My first unifest and it was already superb. We missed Mizz Nina's performance though, we ran up the stairs while she was singing. But fortunately we got to catch up with Shawn Lee! We were like eels in the crowd swimming to the front row and had so much fun during Busco and Shawn Lee's performances. I am ready for Unifest 2012.

It felt like Green Plugged, well obviously I've never attended any gigs at Korea. But I guess the feeling that I had yesterday night would be the same when I enjoy them in Korea. When I had my eyes closed, when they strummed their strings, when they did their ad libs. You could see why are they doing this and how much they have gone through just to do this.

Sometimes, I don't even know how the hell do I want to live my life. Things I want to do and see can't be found in this country. No one supports me, no one knows why the hell do I want to do this and not that. Why the hell am I so stubborn there are other options all the time. And the point of saying this is....... I don't even know.

To know and understand a person takes time. A decade, or maybe a century to just see his obverse or even his fake side of him.

But in this 3 weeks time, all I see is him.

I don't mind travelling alone, seriously. I think I'll grow even better and stronger if I'm all left alone for a period of time. I believe that everyone has a decent side and know better of themselves when they are alone. But my mother has issues. She thinks that I have to have a someone with me. I need to be left alone. I need to be isolated. I don't know but I tend to care about people more than my own self. I don't really love myself. My superego would be telling me that I'm a selfish bitch if I cared for myself instead of the others.

But .... people don't really like that way I care for them.

And they don't know that I can be happy for a long time with tiny things. Even when you twitch your fingers or blink your eyes. You have to tell me if you like it, I need to know seriously.

I want to go to Seoul. Not to travel. I don't really want to go there and explore palaces nor sights seeing nor stalk idols. I want to be there for a month or two and be strayed or stroll to look for hidden alleys. I want to be there for all the indie music gigs and you do not need to know my burning passion towards Korean-indie music. I want to meet great people. I want to stop thinking about you.

I will and I can, I know. Infinity, is my answer to all my doubts in myself.

#189: 美妙生活

2011-05-17T01:35:00.009+08:00

Obviously I'm living a wonderful life right now. Left high school that shit hole which was only filled with crazy ass shit fake friends, well not generally but yes. Got into UCSI and I'm taking foundation in arts right now, and then to degree in English Language and Communication.

Well seriously I don't know whether is that the best choice for me but I'll at least try? Probably I'll be continuing with education related postgraduate studies.... or whatever. I want to own a kindergarten with cute fluffy kids in it. Why are you laughing, this is serious.

/laughs/

I've left kindergarten of course. To study la what you think thought i got fired already isit. But I miss all my kids over there. I went back to help out with art class last Friday and oh my lord.... I swear the kids like me like cray.

UCSI KL south wing has so many handsome boys o my lord. My trolls if you're reading please consider this university as your first choice because everyday there will be different styles of guys walk pass you. OK APART FROM THAT OUR LIBRARY IS COOL AS SHIT but still, so many pretty gurls and guys are here. Eyes getting comforts every second....................................

So I'm planning to tattoo some initials on my wrist like Jaehyo, or maybe just some stars will do. GAYA MA. And pierce on my tragus, the right side one. No special reason plus my friend said it doesn't hurt a bit. She had been piercing on the same hole on her tragus because it kept closing and closing she pierced and pierced. Im not planning to be a rebellious kid mama..... this may be the prettiest birthday present if she allows.

k so whatever is it I just wannar say I'm living a great and wonderful life right now. Apart from the love sick and shit that you guys saw on Twitter and fuck you guys I'm not breaking up with Key o my lord.

wow 这么美妙的生活怎么好意思不活怎么好意思不快活
wow 这么奇妙的生活只怕把什么错过不怕有心情说寂寞
wow 这么美妙的生活怎么好意思不活比快活更快的生活
wow 这么美妙的生活怎么捨得不去活活到每天值得直播
wow 这么美妙的生活又怎么好意思不活美就美在不缺什么
wow 这么美好的生活還是要好好的活好就好在不愁寂寞

I think that the word 'infinite' is very powerful, btw

#188: now that you've gone faraway

2010-12-16T12:59:00.004+08:00

so im done with my exams yeay. Free as a bird flying around like a dragon with my new car. I'm hired as a assistant kindergarten teacher /clicks tongue/ Had my minor operation just now at a dental clinic, to remove my wisdom tooth for the 2nd freaking time. Its hurts like idk what now and the wound won't just stop bleeding, it's been almost 3 hours already. I don't even dare to look at the mirror now lol later I see myself pale like ghost then faint lol DNW this to happen because parents arent at home hahah

I already had my painkiller ;_____; I'm craving for some Starbucks now, caramel latte ... or just anything chilly and freezing. I feel so ... hot right now wtf.

so sorry but i have the urge to post this shit. the shape of my wisdom tooth is so ... sophisticated hahah i know it's still bloody, that's why im posting it up hah.

and my precious pretzel ;____; i can't chew anything right now. I dont even want to open my mouth kya

and Merry early Christmas. AND omg Yen-J is releasing his concert DVD HEHEHEHHEEH NEW CHRISTMAS PRESENT FOR SELF AGAIN ♡

#187: Let's riddddeeeeee

2010-10-18T17:58:00.005+08:00

This is totally the sky outside my house. It was so hot that day, I lied on my couch watching idk what drama on One HD upside down. I guess it was Princess Ja-myung? 2nd episode, bored the shit out of me I was waiting for Ryeowon's scenes bleh. Sweat like I don't even know what, and the sky was so clear and the clouds were so fluffy ide... so I took my camera and snapped a few pictures. Lazy to edit the colorings on computer so I changed some mode on my DSLR hahah super cute right!

Okay so Zoe and I passed our driving test this morning. Some motherfucker knew my friend from my school and kept asking me shits, made me misheard my number, which was 51. And I had to wait for all other 20 fuckers to finish their tests then only my turn, that's right, my number - 71. Fuck your life I hope you'll die for wasting my time.

YOU'VE SEEN ME BEFORE THEN THAT'S IT LA END OF STORY, WHAT FOR YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY THE FUCK AM I TAKING MY TEST OVER THERE. OMG WAE, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHERE I LIVE WHAT I ATE THIS MORNING SOME MORE IS IT?!

I am still angry okay, because number 52 and 53 are super cute. One looks like Minhyuk, and another one looks normal. I sumpah mati, the dude looks like Minhyuk. His preppy clothes, his style, his side profile, his hair, his height. Malaysian version of Minhyuk omgggggggggggggg so now you know why the shit am I still THAT angry. /rage/

Whatever shit is it, I passed all my tests. Zoe too heheheheheheheh. She was super sweet okay just now, when I was at the uphill going down she waited for me at the end and cheered for me. She finished her road test by that time. And then my road test, lol the JPJ examiner I got was so fierce :( He kept scolding me lol but IN YOUR FACE NEH NEH NEH I PASSED BLEEEEHHHHHH and mom ordered a car for me already omg. Not Suzuki Swift nor Porsche nor Minho I MEAN MINI COOPER HAHHAHAHA, a petite Myvi! Still preppy and chic right heheheh.

+ + + + + + + +

watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal heh, started watching first two episodes on KBSW yesterday. I admit it was Yoochun who brought me to the drama but OMG SONG JOONGKI. I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO BE ... THAT ... A FLIRT in the drama omfg haahahah. He is super adorbs with that character! He looked super different in Hearty Paws 2 and in SSKS omgggggggggggggg totally my bias now. His talking voice in Music Bank is super low lol and in SSKS, ITS SUPER HIGH PITCHED HAHAHHAHAH

Munching on episode 5, going on 6. If you're my stalker you'd know I'll plead for Yongha's appearance like every second lol You know why?

and now you know why hahah Seriously, I thought I saw the wrong Song Joongki in the first episode, when Yoonhee ... or Yoonhee-disguised-as-Yoonshik dude fell on him and Yongha caught him/her. The way he looked into her eyes, omg super playboy style okay! Of course I was turned on hahah.

Best friends? PPPPFFFTTT I don't even go THIS close when I'm with my best of friends. I hope they are gay.

AND I HEARD THAT YONGHA CRIED IN EPISODE 15 WAEEEE YONGHAAAA WAEEEEEEEE ULJIMAAAAAA ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

#186: That's why you're my baby

2010-09-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

scheduled to post this at 2311, which is 11:11pm. Which probably already 12:11am at Seoul. No I don't know why, still, people make wishes at 11:11pm. I just follow. I used to make wishes on 11:11pm 11th of November, and wishing Choi Minhwan of FTI a happy birthday.

I have so many things to tell you.

Like ... what I did with my friends today. How is my revision going on. Bitches that blocked my way, what I had when I went to Starbucks just now. My major dilemma on choosing Venti caramel latte or Tall caramel frappe and then why did I choose caramel frappe over caramel latte. How my brain went bitching on me. My decision on choosing which subject to study first. My excitement over driving test, and the permission from God to drive with my new car speeding off in the city. What did I joke with my girlfriends today, the way I slept through 2 weeks of school holidays without intensive revision. Then how did I suddenly go into C-pop, jazz quartets and how awesome Winterplay, Hebe, and Yen-J are. Randomly humming songs that no one would ever know. And ...

How obsessed am I, with you. Are you as depressed as me, for not getting what you can't get forever. I don't even dare to think about you getting married with a pretty girl. Okay this is fucking creeping me out.

The more I write, the ache increases. My heart. I don't know what to do with my obsession anymore, or delusion.

가슴가 있다면, 나를 사랑한다, 말해요. 난, 너 사랑 한다, 사랑 안한다, 나도 몰라. 아이씨, 난 이제 가는거야, 지금 잠자.. 너 가서죽어주세요. 지금, 당장.

어쨌든, 난 너 사랑해, 정말로. 생일 축하해~

#185: But can also make me happy

2010-09-12T12:29:00.005+08:00

I went to the book fair with Stephy on the first day of Raya, one girlfriend went out and the other girlfriend went Genting Highlands (wtf lol) So I can't actually wait until the day that I can drive all my girlfriends to anywhere we want ♡

Had caramel latte (duh) and Steph had green tea cream, haha I kept asking her IS THAT YOUR CHOICE ARE YOU SERIOUS DO YOU REALLY WANT IT cause I'm not fond of green tea milkshake green tea ice-cream green tea anything, and with cream some more omg .___. but then the taste was not that bad, it was good. Because she doesn't want any coffee and I only take caffeine lol. We stayed at the book fair for like 4 to 5 hours, bought nothing hahahah.

Found these really cute stickers! Bought this set because it has 얍! hahahah super cute right! Reminds me of Yoogeun's `얍얍얍 eh it's not working?` at Jonghyun while rocking his magic wand on his head to make him taller haha.

And another two books added into my Guo Jing-ming collection! I now have 3 versions of Rush To The Dead Summer wtf hah They kept republish the book and brought the old books instead of his new books to Malaysia.

I am dying to read Tiny Times 2.0. If I'm not mistaken Tiny Time 3.0 is already published too, omfg ._______________________________. Gonna doze my last day off of the week reading this book, for the 189371938190841827411038104829047190381908th time, and as well as crying the shit out of me.

Spent my weekdays except on Monday watching Yen-J's variety shows on Youtube, still can't believe that I met him, that upclose. It was just ... pure amazing. His story and his talents in music, the skills and his Jazz piano performances. Then I just realized, compare to him, I am seriously, nothing. I want to know what he had gone through in his life of 22 years. His thoughts, what he told his friends, what his friends told him, what funny things they shared together. Like how I've spent my times with my clique. No, I am not desperately in love with Yen-J. I just want to know, because I want to be like him. I'm actually doing some research on Jazz piano, yeah duh because of Yen-J. 哦不不不不, it's not that he plays it so I want to play it too. Did you see his weird faces that he did while performing Jazz piano? He enjoyed it a lot, a hell lot. He indulges into the music he played effing fast, plus his fingers were practically flying on the keyboard. I want to do that too hahah.

So ... it goes like this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kh7FzO-ynZ0

Bill Watrous, his USC lecturer.

Glenn Miller

Joe Lovano

McCoy Tyner

John Coltrane

Charlie Parker

Guess I have to do a lot of Googling, Youtubing and strolling at CD shops after SPM :) and yes bby, I love Khalil Fong as well.

KKKKKKK off with the emotional shits, gotta go shopping malls and hunt for Jeremy Scott! http://static.allkpop.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/20100911_jscott_3.jpg ← I didnt know it's from Jeremy Scott's fashion line for Adidas, thought they bought it from some weird boutique or stylists' own. http://static.allkpop.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/20100911_jscott_4.jpg ← Super cute. But wait ... was that Stella McCartney or Jeremy Scott at Gardens for Adidas O_O I think its Stella McCartney but its sort of like Jeremy Scott ... wtfffff, gotta get the white one ... or the black one. Might be getting both black and white hahahah

Ah, I feel so nice now. Having aims and goals.

#184: You can drive me crazy

2010-09-06T00:02:00.007+08:00

~~YEN-J IS AWESOME SHIT.~~

~~TOMORROW 4 HOURS OF DRIVING. UPDATE IN A MINUTE.~~

high on Yen-J ♥

Alright, press CTRL + F and type the word: eye-smile. Count how many and post in on my tagboard. That is your mission for today.

He has the best eye-smile ever. And the kindest heart ;___; This would be the longest fan account with the least pictures I've ever wrote I guess, cause spazzing and complimenting on him will forever not end. Thought Key would forever first place in my heart but I'm hesitating hahahah Yen-J is just .. pure ... omg, after all the eye contacts and interactions and talking we've done. Haven't done it with Key yet so I am in major dilemma. No I am not a delusional fan or depressed fan girl, just that the boys around me in real life are ... bleh. So that is why I am going THE OTHER WAY.

Zoe, Xiaoxuan and I went to My Star to get goodies and feed our eyes hahah. The clear files are so tempting, but they are selling it at a really high price ㅠㅠㅠ I bought Key's autographed photo, all the other members' sold out :\ Zoe wanted to get Minho's but it's out of stock. Actually I am quite relieved cause people in our country doesn't really like Key haha. Bought Rachell's bithday present -hints hints- and my Korean alphabet keyboard stickers! They are selling SM Town concert 2010 goods, so we saw the official fans hanging outside the shop - Yunho, Donghae and Taemin. We wanted to buy Onew's for Rach but ... its RM50 for a fan. Not really ... worth it actually. Zoe and I were like running out to see it, and when we saw it we actually bended our bodies to the back, and `WOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH` with the :O face lol, yeah, that was our reaction. And drooled on the clear files pictures haha, especially this one > Lee Taemin clear file, imagine, our eyes on his stomach ... and going down. Visually harassing the boy 오예.

Then we walked to Sungei Wang, where the fan sign event took place from Times Square. All 3 of us wore wedges, seriously, haha well none of us have heels I guess, plus its more stable and comfortable compared to heels. My toes even went paralyzed while the event was still going on. Paralyzed toes, okay, but how on Earth did it relate to gastric, my stomach hurt like idek what while lining up for 2nd round.

AHA! EYE-SMILE DETECTED! lolbbq

So actually we were the first group of fans reached the place, no one was there seriously. The banner/event board wasn't even up yet! Chairs for media were still arranging, so we went to a CD shop to look for his album but it's sold out O-O Seriously, wtf?! They sell Lucifer version B with free poster too, and it's cheaper if I'm not mistaken. I spotted Digital Bounce omg so tempted to buy but I don't have much money with me. Then we went back to ground floor and waited, met 2 new friends, one s♥ne and a Blinger Shawol haha. SPM candidates from Sri Saujana, school nearby our school! We spazzed over SM Town concert in Seoul fancams, and Jongkey couple shirt before reaching LA haha. Then another 2 SPM candidates too, an ex-Cassie lol K-pop fans all over Malaysia babehhh. We all became really crazy after that, most probably we are all 17 hehe. '93-ers FTW! Jiamin (new friend ahahahaha) and I then went to another CD shop to look for his album but found none. We were all damn nervous b'cz the event was almost starting but the people hasn't start selling albums yet I was going to cry. Then suddenly people carrying boxes all and selling album already, I went up to the lady with Jiamin and told her `I want 7 albums.`

HHHAHA we then fooled around together and :Q_________ over Yen-J's face, arguing about him looks like Sungmin and Chansung. But I think he looks more like Seungri now!

So before he went on stage, Jason from MYFm threw posters at the crowd, and Zoe the luckiest girl snatched one, with her Pokémon skills! Yen-J came out after that, didn't even realize that we were seriously THAT close. I am so proud of myself for making the decision of going there early to wait. He was so shy and I made him look at us for the 1st time by shouting `we are from Singapore` lmaobbq I know, it's just pure WTF right haha. And he was like `Oh S'pore? Hello!` AWWWWW effing cute with the eye-smile and smile of his. Talked about his album genres and styles, I wasnt listening lol, we were busy staring at him and taking pictures. Xiaoxuan spazzed like crazy at my ears. I showed him the little note I did on the spot just now, we stood front and upclose to him. I told him to see it while Jason was talking, he read and nodded back at me, with the eye-smile all the way.

The dude is a musician more than a singer, friggin professional looking when warming up with the keyboard because it was his first time touching that keyboard that day. He sang to `愛就是咖哩 (Love Is Curry)` on the keyboard, eyes closing all the while when he sang. That was the first song performed, warming up of the whole concourse, so he was shy. Looking good with eye-smile. Then paused and chatted a while, when Jason asked him about what will he be doing after the promotion of his debut album, I chanted "休息! (He'll rest!)" and they stared at me, then Yen-J with the eye-smile again (OMGGGG ;_____;) responding that he'll be working on his 2nd album, Xiaoxuan and I went `AWWWWWWWWWWWWW` lolol, idk seriously, I was damn brave, chanting and doing random stuffs. He continued with his `困在台北 (Trapped in Taipei)`. The song started with his OS of location and time, but the version today was like this :

地点: 吉隆坡
时间: 我没有戴手表

HAAHHA OMGGG SAMMMEEE AS MEEE I FORGOT TO WEAR MY WATCH ♡ and he started the song at the wrong tempo and he went "啊, 凸槌 (Ah, I did wrong)" OMG BBY 왜 SO PRECIOUS AND CUTE 왜. His hands motion while he's singing are damn happening haha, so fun to watch him sing! And he kept waving at everyone, making eye-contacts too, remembering all of his fans' faces. BTW he was forever in front of us, damn lucky today I don't even know why.

in the middle of no where while Yen-J is singing lol.

Third song, with his logo song, `我喜欢 (不, 我爱) (I like you (No, I love you))`, climax of the whole concourse. My camera fancam was the best, the guitar that he was playing reflects and shines like no one's business, but Zoe's position that time wasn't quite nice, he looked at Xiaoxuan's camera more actually, cause he looked at us 2! So when he sang the second verse second line of the song which starts with, `我喜欢你的口 ~~ (I like it when your lips are)` we weren't singing along with him that time, we did the 1st verse only. Xiaoxuan and I continued and shouted `吻着我的口!!!!!! (Kissing with my lips)` LOUDLY AND CLEARLY AT HIM, he was overawed and he did his eye-smile and smiled away, AT US. AT EFFING US. He then said to sing louder if we knew the lyrics, because if you sing softly the person standing next to you would be very embarrassed. OMG BBY 왜 ARE YOU A SWEETHEART 왜 ARE YOU SO PRECIOUS 왜. And his "来咯~ (Here it goes~)" before the bridge starts, pure omg-able. I remembered I chanted "严爵我们喜欢你 (Yen-J we like you!)" then Xiaoxuan continued with "不! 我们爱你! (No! We love you!)" duh of course he smiled and he responded to us too, I forgot ;______; Hahaha IDK WHERE DID I GET MY BALLS AT THAT TIME.

Bernard and Yen-J with the award. Look at his smile, so precious.

Last song --------------- `谢谢你的美好 (Thanks Your Greatness)` ikr the English title is ... quite ... weird? He wanted to go down from stage but they stopped him _|_ FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU So he just came neared to us = Zoe, Xiaoxuan, Rachel, Jiamin and I, AND HE POINTED THE MICROPHONE AT US TO SING WITH HIM CAUSE WE SANG THE LOUDEST OVER THERE. OMG IT WAS FUCKING CLOSE. I COULD ALMOST DRAG HIM DOWN AND PUT HIM INTO MY BAG. Happily ever after the end. Staring at Xiaoxuan's digi cam recording, my digi camera went cuckoo, vibrating itself at that time omfg. We did so many eye-contacts ;______; 왜 ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME 왜. I don't like one thing about this boy is ... we do have eye contacts, he does it personally with me. He doesn't do it with my DSLR ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ When I start taking pictures and wanted him to look at my camera he'll just look away. UUUGHHHH and when I put my camera down, he'll be flirting and eye-smiling. SSSTUUPIIIDDD BOYYYY ;____;

He wrapped the performances up and then media pictures. I think we'll be on newspapers seriously, unlike other stars, they take media pictures with fans ON stage, he did it OFF stage. When I saw him going down stage I was like `FUCK YES FUCK YES FFFFUCK YESSS` and when he came closer to us and I actually told him "OMGGG STAND HERE!" and he seriously stood next to me. Without blocking my face, I know we are standing right in the middle but he just stopped walking and stood close to us once I finished my line. -cries- YOU STUPID KING OF FALSE SIGNALS ;_______; I was fucking close to him, I stood NEXT to him, like how close you stand with your closest friend. YES, THAT FUCKING CLOSE.

There were heck loads of photographers taking pictures on stage but I found only one picture lol. Dad came home with newspaper, saw this picture already hehehaheheah.

and found one picture of me with half cut face .___. i just messaged the photographer, see whether did she take the group pictures haaha

So I looked at all the cameras flashing for like a good 10 minutes of so, I felt like a star too lol. He did his eye-smile, I did mine too hehehh.

I talked to him, duh it's my chance of once in a lifetime, if I missed this I won't be able to get something like this back anymore.

"So ... this is like to be a star? Looking at cameras for so long." in English haha, he's from LA actually.

AND HE WENT "Hmmm?" AT ME OMG I AM TURNED ON. I then repeated myself and he did the eye-smile, omg Yen-J forever eye-smiling at me please. His thumbs were always up, and I was like "....erm ... my face?"

He thought I wanted a close one-shot with him HAHA so cuteeee! He moved his face closer to mine and I WAS FUCKING SHOCKED, my face was like WWWWHOOOAAA, CHILL DUDE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING, WE ARE IN EFFING PUBLIC. I turned to Xiaoxuan and told her,

"What I meant was his thumb is blocking my face, but he went closer to me nyeheheheh"

He's such a sincere rookie ;____; once you hold onto his hand, shake twice and he'll press your hand hard, so you'll feel his gratitude towards you. I was touched ;____; And he actually fulfill people's request! I told him to write Happy Birthday on Stephanie's CD and he did, should have asked him to write her name too gah.

After all of us went down from the stage signing, Jason then only told the crowd that he's gonna write people's name on it.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU ORGANIZERS.

So I was fucked up upset and chanted at Jason "We did not get to write our names!" We went and lined up for the second time hahahah, so while waiting he kept asking who hasn't got their albums signed yet and our group without names raised our hand and dude was like "OH and you guys havent get your names written" with his microphone.

and I went `OHHHH JAAASSSOOON SSSSSSHHHHHHH"

and guess what he responded to me, "LOL ask me to SHHHH some more."

Dude you are seriously funny. And fucked up guards over there, I actually begged the person in charge to let me go up and get my name written, he said no. FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU. So I stopped spitting at them and waited for Yen-J to finish signing the last CD on stage, I shouted at him once he finished.

"J!!! Could you please please please write my name on it!" And he actually stood up and walked over and wanted to take my lyrics book personally but his manager or whoever came over instead, wrote my name and passed it back to me.

Fuck yes, Yen-J. You've gained a really cute fan rooting for you in Malaysia, forever. Level up!

lmaobbq.

AND BTW, IN YOUR FACES, DUDES. WHO KEPT SAYING NONONONONONONO NO YOUR HEAD LA NO.

Then he threw posters and went off. We walked to the back of the stage and wanted to rush to JJ Lin's event at Times Square already, then guess who we bumped into. Yen-J. OH YOUR GOD, I know. We tailed him and I was like "J~~~~~ Singapore loves you! High five!" and I shoved my palm at him, I was as tall as him because I wore my wedges 8D And surprisingly, he slapped on palm, a hard one. I didn't see that coming, seriously. While Rachel then told me she grabbed his arm, both the guards and him were shocked. LMAOBBQ.

After slapping my palm and I went "WHO WANTS TO DO HIGH 5 WITH ME?!" hahah my dudes all came running towards me grabbing my arm hahah they were like FFFFFFFUUUUU YOU LUCKY GIIIIRRRLLLLL, I know I know -flips hair- Zoe wanted to high-five with him too but he walked away :(

And we were so damn stupid for not following him.

After slapping palm we just left him for JJ Lin's event @ Times Square, which you can see a single shit, for real. I gave up climbing in to see JJ and went to Starbucks with Xiaoxuan for Mocha Frap and she had Caramel Latte. I was dead tired and hungry and thirsty and my toes were like shattered into piece already. Then we went to BarBQ Plaza for dinner, took us long enough to decide on what to eat haha.

Stupid cracked up girls with all the Yen-J is coming out for dinner with us should we keep some food for me crap ahahhaha. And the extra one more fish ball and prawn are all for him. It was seriously fuuunnnn. Can't wait to see him again, and the new friends we met today. Rachel is going for ZE:A's concourse next Sunday, I feel like going but trials is coming ;____;

The best day I've spent with my buddy and cousin, it's such a waste that Stephanie can't make it, -sighs- mother issues. Got both my husband's and my boyfriend's signatures and touched the things they've touched. Delusional, I know hahah. Key's autographed picture are seriously signed by him. Can see the marker ink on the picture, its not printed! and boyfriend writing my name, such a sweetheart.

2010 Yen-J.

Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster,Becoming manic and magic it's so romantic I panic, oh

all pictures credit to me.

#183: pppooossseeessseeeeddddddd

2010-08-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

sort of :)

I just freaking love my friends gahhhh. Our Class 626 (haunted house) was a great success! First time in my life organizing stuff like this I feel so damn proud. We had loads of fun seriously. Canteen day was on the 7th of August haha, I was waiting for the dudes to upload teh pictures okay!

No one taken the during pictures, these are just before and after. Well, its engraved in our hearts already anyways. So who cares about pictures, heeeh. We already promised to our teachers that we'll start studying after this last project of our class, Haunted House.

Aww.

#182: be my first passenger?

2010-08-01T18:06:00.005+08:00

Because Tumblr is still down. Because I am bored. Because I want to watch the re-run of Black and White on ShuangXing but I am so lazy to go out to the living room. Because SHINee's Lucifer Inkigayo perf 1280x720 HD still downloading haha. I only download Inki HD perfs hhhe.

AND BECAUSE I FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING LAWS TEST. GDI TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH TO MASTER THIS SHIT. I feel stupid, gah. I scored 44/50.

JENG. JENG. JENG.

I scored perfectly for all 10 questions for section C okay. Although I don't really remember what the questions were but I hesitated a lot, A WHOLE LOT on the answers for the back questions. I stuck with the first answer and guess what, I GOT ALL RIGHT.

Awwww isn't August my lucky month :)

Birthday wishes do help! When the girls threw me another surprise birthday party at Biology lab, I wished that I could pass my driving laws test and get a car. FUCK YEAH.

Right after passing the test, I actually demanded mom to give me a little driving session at Bukit Jalil empty parking lot. I thought she'd say no but daddy wasn't around just now SO SHE SAID YES. Didn't know that coming. So we were eating and I was getting nervous IDEK WHY, and I kept smiling like a retard. PPPFFTT.

Okay mom's car. Toyota Corolla Altis 1.8 auto gear and duh, with power steering. Driving is easy haha, but not with Perodua Kancil manual gear AND WITHOUT POWER STEERING FOR IDK WHO'S SAKE. I was concentrating with my mouth open hahah Key does that too haha, with the mouth open while concentrating too. And guess what, I thought I drooled so I wiped. Because ... I opened my mouth for too long haha. So mom was like, `Slow ... SLOW .. SLOOOWWW!!!1!!!!1`, `Okay, press the brake, put the hand brake down, and move to D`, `Slowly, check the mirrors.`

....o...k.... -concentrates with my mouth open and did a several turns-

`KKKK TURN BACK THE STEERING`.

I was going to turn it back, mom.

I feel like a Park Jaebum lol

#181: like time sliding by, naturally

2010-07-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

하지만 현실이 아닌 그저 바램일 뿐이죠
(But that’s just a wish, not reality)

Nell - 현실의 현실 (The Truth/Reality of Reality)

No I don't like starting things anew. I don't want this to end, although I once wished and prayed really hard for this to end quick. I'm taking back those damn thoughts. I AM GONNA MAKE THAT HAPPEN. :'(

Introducing my forever partners,

Prefectorial Board of SMK Desa Perdana 2009/2010 session. We'd still be rocking and rolling, no crowd control.

Installation and retirement happened too fast. I remembered posing to my camera and my seniors' cameras. I remembered screwing some form 3 bitches who think their boobs are so damn big that made her unable to button her first button of the school blouse. I remembered I almost got myself into some gangster fight, just because I touched or whatever to ANOTHER form 3 bitch's pussy hair ON HER HEAD. Hmmm, well just fuck your life and go eat shit. Okay whatever I boil very fast. I remembered prefects' camp, how shitty it was because of ...whatever. The awesome prefects' farewell that we organized.

And ...

First time in my life, on my 17th birthday, I ran out of school during school time as the Head of Discipline of Prefects' Board, still wearing my tie and blue uniform with complete nametag and badge, along with the KP (Ketua Pengawas) and Head of Blocks, with the future 2nd Head of Blocks, future Treasurer and future 2nd Head of Discipline (which is my favorite junior hahah). Just to freaking catch 6 stupid pigs who stole money and skip school AFTER RECESS. Wow, just, give our school's discipline a round of applause. We even ran up to a public bus and asked the uncle where is he heading so that we no need to run like dogs. Hariharan even got his purse ready haha.

;_________;

I don't know what happened when we first came to this school but you see, the form 5 prefects board of 15 people, 8 of us are in red house. Like, more than half already haha. Azman, Hariharan, Divya, Jacq, Justine, Cas, Kaili and I. So its like, after our serious meeting we'll be ganging up on those people in different sport houses. Bragging how great red house is.

I just don't want to be a normal student, sitting down during assemblies, no more early recesses. I was a prefect for too long. I can't remember what should I do and how is it like being a normal student. I love my job, I love my job so fucking much. It's not about the power, it's the feeling of being respected, the blue blouse with tie, the blazer and the name. And the people that I meet and talk to every single morning.

Guys, know what? After we finished the pizza right, Divya and I took the boxes and went out right? Guess what she did, and what she made me do haha. She went out of the room was like "OMG WHAT IS THIS. I think I should pick up the rubbishes. Should I?" and DUH of course I went WHAT THE FUG NO NEED LA at her right haha. Then she started picking up rubbishes and ofc I have to help her right. I don't freaking care who wants to die, if they want to seriously go die I can so go help them. But this Indian here needs help ofc I have to go help her out kan hahah. I said, "Divya I will forever work under you." and I seriously mean it.

I don't know. I just can't remember what we all did together. Too much la too much.

Every morning go school see the same old faces, talked about the same old shits, screwed the same old people. Kaili who's always chatting stupid stuff with me. Just recently Azman's chocolate talk. Hariharan who is forever the first one to give very nice lectures to the kids. Casandra who's always there for me forever when I cried. Remember form 2 or not? ehehehehe, and the most recent one, when I almost quit prefects during f5. She died in my dreams one day and the next day she didnt go to school. I was fucked up worried and then nothing happen ahah. She told me that if you dreamed that people died, they'll live long. And thanks for beating up that drug addict for me okay :) Elyssa, the always Chong-ah

around me. Justine ... idk la she needs a hug :) Jacqueline absent for idk how many N days and suddenly appeared right after the day we talked about her. Elynna which I don't want her to be too nice and friendly to the juniors. They need scoldings haha. Alicia I don't even have to say out my number every morning, she'll do it for me automatically when she sees my face. And the Farah, Amirah, Leeyin.

And singing `Last one to go out lock the room`. Azman and I were always the first ones to run out of the room, Justine going out leisurely turning off lights, leaving Farah or Lijian in the room. Then pointing at them laughing and walked away, going back to class.

Those were the times. I guarantee, I am sure and I will, not forget what the board members and I went through. We should make a promise of some annual dinner, meetings or any shit like that. AND WOI WHEN YOU GUYS GET MARRIED DON'T FORGET TO INVITE ME YOU HER HIM WHOEVER OKAY. I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO DIVYA'S WEDDING HAHAH.

k i love you guys. i think we should build our own school, btw.

#180: My love is activated

2010-07-20T17:25:00.005+08:00

If it was love, if you really loved me, don't do this to me.

I miss talking with Dila. Seriously she's the best spazz-er I've met so far haha, and she came back on time! School trip to Bird Park today and I was so excited, for the release of Lucifer's music video of course lmaobbq am I a kid to you or something? Zoe was even helping me out, cause my Corby doesnt have WiFi so I can't go online with my cell. I used her cellphone to check whether the mv is released or not, at around 9am and 1.50pm+, and the music video released at around 2pm. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SMEnt. I was so pissed when I knew that, and decided to download the highest definition of the mv instead of watching it on YT. The size is so damn small. Real life of a Shawol haha

music video Re-view LUCIFER

The music video is brilliant. As a Shawol (SHINee World, fan base of SHINee), I am seriously proud of the boys and of course, I anticipated the release of the music video well, very fuckingly well haha. The best thing about SHINee music videos are ... NO GIRLS, excluding Noona Nomu Yeppo and Amigo. Plus not much interactions with the female species too, eventually lol. The choreography is awesome, super duper big applause to Jaewon and Rino! They prepared long for this comeback stage, I can see it from their music video seriously. To me, their comeback with Ring Ding Dong isn't as serious as this.

Not really digging Onew's center parting at first cause he seriously doesnt look good as usual in the teaser picture. I was going to die looking at that picture of him. But surprisingly, he is damn attractive in the video. I love his center parting head part in the video, where he's lost in the mirror maze or whatever it is, especially the opening. TBH he looks damn old in the picture and I honestly didnt adore that ㅠ ㅠ 0.46 onwards, the man is officially my favorite leader of all K-pop bands. Like seriously, I feel like slapping myself for hating his center parting. Who fucks (lmao cares) about the center parting, he rocked it.

Taemin dances like a slutty bimbo bitch in a club. End of story, LMAOBBQ. His hair is seriously a surprise. I can't actually remember his hairstyle in Ring Ding Dong days, but he is looking great with his mid length hair. Flipping it like a bitch when he dances. I do sincerely praying to God that those are his real hair instead of extensions. He really amazed me for a 1993 born after I saw Key's me2day about Taemin's hand stand, without using the wall. Forever 1.46, 3.52, 3.53, 3.54 faces of Taemin.

Once a dinosaur, forever a dinosaur HAHAHAHHAHAH Jonghyun's hairlooks like a combination of dinosaur and porcupine lmaobbq no comments on him but, 0.16 in the mv, I see some MBLAQ's Y there you A+ haha. 0.45 the fucking stare for 5 seconds. Don't really like the back revealing concept tho, it's revealing his skin too much. SHINee has to stay classy and play hard to get.

Minho can sing, bitch. He rocks and he cuts bitches.

Saving the best for the last, Key. If you know me well (or either you stalk me), my ultimate bias after Choi Seunghyun is Kim Keybum. You know the love at first sight shit, I don't even know why am I in love with him. I am seriously in love, I don't really care about the boys in real life cause I only look at him. It's a kind of disease right, I know. I can't help it too, sad case. He is the only Korean that can pull off pink half shaved head lmaobbq. Key looks great in whatever hairstyle, because his cheekbones are sexy. When I think he's sexy but he's actually not, when I think he's cute but he's being sexy. When I think he's smirking but he's actually smiling, when he's smiling actually he is smirking. That unfathomable thing, most probably the most relevant answer to your question.

What the fuck am I doing here in this country, right now.

music album Re-view SHINee 2nd Album LUCIFER

Contemporary band is forever a contemporary band. SHINee is doing that right now.

01. Up & Down

Reminds me of SHINee World (Doo-Bop). But the chorus annoys me, just a little bit, because it kept repeating the same thing. Not really digging lyrics repeating kind of chorus songs, but Minho seriously can sing. My 187381471874135th time saying that already, for today. 재밌는 rollercoaster ride.

02. Lucifer

I really liked the teaser version of Lucifer instead of the real song honestly. Both have different styles to me .. I don't even ... lol. Teaser sounded more heavy and low, but the full song is catchy and pop-ish. It's like some club remix version already. Onew's opening in the song is seriously nice. Jonghyun's `Her whisper is the Lucifer` sounded `OH WHISPER WHISPER LUCIFER` when I first heard it. I lol-ed for a whole 3 minutes when I saw the lyrics. I am forever a Yoo Youngjin fan and I wish this is THEIR own song instead of a cover. The lyrics are beautiful, though I dont think it made any senses there. But hey at least I learnt some new vocabulary, not the usual words that used in Korean songs haha. Fantastic Elastic upgraded to Loverholic Robotronic.

03. Electric Heart

My second favorite song, I really like genres like this. Their English accent is perfect, Key. Why is Minho forever going under puberty. I am seriously in love with his singing voice. Minho can fucking sing. My 187381471874136th time. Not much singing in this track, but their whisper-like vocals turned me on. Especially Key's `My love is activated`, for God's sake why the hell is his accent that sexy. Most probably this will forever be my second favorite song after reading the translation, I get the whole concept already but I need confirmation. Can't fuggin wait.

04. A-Yo

I do think that Taemin's singing skills improved, I am saying this as a fan of them, not that I can sing very well haha. I am looking forward to his solo track. Beat and rhythm of this song is quite boring, when I played for the first few times. I always skip this track. Sounds like a motivation song to me, so I guess I'll need this and it'll be on repeat very soon

05. Obsession

Since the teaser medley I already favourited this song as my first. I am damn proud of myself cause when they album released this is my first song played instead of the title track, Lucifer. I had this feeling that this would be it, I thought Love Pain was the 0.41 song in the medley but I decided to give this a try first and I got it. Call it birthday luck will ya? Hehe. I rate this as a catchy sad song instead of a ballad. I think Jonghyun is being greedy of his chorus parts, he is doing extremely great but I want more of Key and Onew. It's so powerful until I wanna cry, my heart actually cringed when I heard the whole song for the first time. The intro is too damn long, half minute of waiting ugh. Kim Jonghyun lyricist wrote this song, I wonder what have he gone through to write all this emo shit out. It's all about ...

don't throw me away, my nightmares, it's all thirst, I want you so crazily, your lips, I kept looking for you, Don't leave me, I can't just forget that it ended.

Well of course these are just my rough translation of my half-bucket-of-water of Korean understanding. But I think they are all correct, I am K-popper since 12 and I am 17 right now. YES I JUST TURNED 17 TODAY, forever my favorite birthday present from SHINee. I think Thirst can make a better title than Obsession. Well who the hell cares, Jonghyun wrote this shit.

06. Quasimodo

SHINEE BALLAD FTW.

07. Shout Out

The moaning and rambling is so Kim Jonghyun haha, and now I'm even suspecting he did the monkey sound haha. I am seriously amazed that this song actually goes well with Electric Heart! Continuation of Get Down from 2009 Year Of Us. Swagger much. Lee Taemin you fail your English accent hahah I didnt even know he said `What's wrong man` LMAOBBQ. Key's accent in `One click, finished` finished up with Minho's `Done` was just pure heaven. The rappers in SHINee.

08. Wowowow

Auto tuned. SHINee owned autotune.

09. Your Name

Seriously I don't know how should I rate my favorite songs in my album. I just told someone that I won't be getting Lucifer version A or B but the Repackaged. Right now, I want to get both versions, AND the repackaged too. Rhythm and vocal of this song are just too cute, I want to cuddle someone listening to this song. Just that Jjong's adlibs ... spoiled the mood a little bit haha. When is Key getting a solo ballad, SM Entertainment? This song suits the fucking big day of mine tomorrow. 오늘이 your day baby, 오늘이 your day baby, 불러줘 my name baby. (Today is your day baby, Just call my name baby)

10. Life

SHINEE BALLAD FTW. WHY THE SHIT ARE THEY THAT PERFECT. THEY SING THEY DANCE THEIR FACES ARE AWESOME. WHERE ARE THEIR FLAWS. WHERE THE HELL ARE THEIR FLAWS SERIOUSLY. I am in love.

11. Ready or Not

Oh my God. Choi Minho. I adore the rolling tongue part, and his rapping skillz is the sex. The accent, the tone, the rhythm, putting the vocalists aside first no, not Key haha. I heard some giggling happening there omg vocalists please control yourself in the recording room.

12. Love Pain

I thought this track was the 0.41 in teaser medley. Not really digging the tracks at the back cause I don't really listen to them like how I listen to the first 5 songs in this album. Guess I have to really divide my attention on each songs. Probably this song will be my 1st favorite after 2 or 3 months, who knows.

13. Love Still Goes On

Crying out loud. Why didnt they make a continuation of Romeo + Juliette instead. It's catchy and stuff but this song doesnt catch my heart, so blah. Not really interested in this series of songs lol.

Okay I am still buying version A ... I guess. Please don't make me regret getting version A. I have a feeling that I'll be getting version B. -sighs-

Best birthday present from SM Ent. ever. Se7en's comeback tomorrow, best birthday present from YG Ent. ever. No Physics tuition now. Lee Yoongjin of Casker is following me on Twitter. (the one who featured in Epik High's Love Love Love that's right)

#179: Loverholic, robotronic

2010-07-18T18:44:00.004+08:00

Hectic week I had seriously. Pictures and post very soon ... I guess haha.

Summarize up things first in case I forget them haha. Went to Petrosains on Tuesday, won 2 medals for tug-of-war and handball on Thursday. FML this is the first time in my life of 17 years that I didnt get any fuggin medals for Netball! Went to 34th Bon Odori with my favourite people in the whole wide world. My girls, and my lumpies! Hyung gave me my birthday present and received noona's present all the way from Singapore ♥ Jogathon today. won 16th place but they only gave trophies to top ten. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU if i'm well trained that means I can get top 10 or top 5 lmaobbq well who knows ;) i wanted to train myself but I am damn lazy hahahah well nvm. Nah, I managed to get 16th place even though I didnt go under training. 정말 대단하군요 ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

blah.

But the main event next week would be SHINee's comeback of course! Lucifer music video will be released tomorrow and album too. So that means ... once I come back from school ... SHINee is fuggin back bitches. Step a side.

If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can't grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I'll fill you only, I'll completely fill you only
Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer

Happy birthday Taemin. You are officially one year left to legal age, me too heh. No you're just 18 in Korean age okay you are still 17 you stupid jailbait. I am not a noona fan of yours you bitch D< 사랑해 오빠! Happy advance birthday to me and Tablo yeah.

#178: ch-ch-ch-change

2010-07-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

~~i have to tell the whole world how excited am i over SHINee's comeback.~~

just swallow what you spitted about their comeback concept, dude. chillax, stay calm and roll back to your fandom. if SHINee isnt your fandom so just stfu gtfo the exit is on the left.

#177: i am your superstar

2010-06-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

I'll just finish up my Beast account after my NIE's feature article

#176: i am paranoid

2010-06-26T11:27:00.010+08:00

kkkk going out to KL Live in no time. I didnt plan to go meet them actually. Initially am going to the Sunday fan signing session only. But then people kept saying better go both meetings cause it's more fun like that. Heh.

~~K I'll come back and update with pictures. In major dilemma whether to bring DSLR to the showcase or not, but it's not allowed :/~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNKiKmjeI2o they are damn good, it's on repeat since 8AM.

BE SCARED. heavy images

. . . jk, not many cause i'm damn lazy to update my blog go my facebook la ugh

~~i'll just post pictures first, stories up next cause i have to get ready for tuition .. i guess.~~

Taken by some bloggers with media passes on Saturday's showcase. Jonathan @ Seoulfm was there too! heheheh

c: on pict

it's real, real, real, real, baby show me what you got 8D

Stupid people. Didn't you people know that Malaysia is always in summer state? Can't you just freaking tie your hair up when you know that you'll be going to a freaking showcase and will be like sardines in a stupid small can?! Sweaty and smelly hair right in front of my precious nose, dude I seriously glared at everyone without tying their long hair that day. Next time, when whoever comes again, PLEASE JUST TIE YOUR HAIR.

THEY WON'T CARE HOW PRETTY YOU ARE WITH YOUR HAIR UP OR DOWN. THEY JUST WANNA FINISH UP EVERYTHING QUICK AND GO BACK TO WATCH FOOTBALL OKAY.

You wouldn't know how freaking pissed am I.

Ya, so basically I didnt bring my DSLR to the showcase on Saturday. Brought my digital camera but I didnt even take any pictures during the showcase, I was damn annoyed and tired. My back ached like IDEK what, their smelly hair, their stupid height blocked my view. I can only see a little bit of the boys' face only! Seriously UMM sucked to the core, you guys aren't organized AT FUGGIN ALL. Non-fans will just become Beast's anti-fans just because they stood there for freaking 2 hours okay, didn't your stupid pea brains thought of the consequences and delays before planning anything? Which college you people graduate from, I AM SO NOT GOING THERE.

Met up with Tiffany and Ying over there, and Laura as well. LOL it's damn funny cause I've only talked to Laura thru messaging, so when I reached there I messaged her. The tall girl standing next to me was like, 'Why are you messaging me.' LOLWTFBBQ HAHHAHAHAH. I didnt know ma. The girl is 13 and she, is, friggin, taller, than, me ... -_- Tiff and her friends already right in front of the queue and people kept cutting into my and Laura's line so we stood with Ying and Pooiyee was at the back with her friends.

Jonathan.

Haha so we have our new bias in Beast! The name is Kim Refund lol we call him Fundy XD Cause when they were chanting `We want BEAST` and `We want refund` together lol. So I was like `eh why people chanting different thing, refund is the new Beast member isit` then Ying went HAHAHAHAH KIM REFUND. I went HAHAHAHAH FUNDY. and Laura cracking up. I'm still looking for the girl la, the one who I asked to call my agency lol. I actually cant breathe well at around 8.30pm that day. It was damn crowded and the securities charged out telling us the boys are still having rehearsal. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU la don't friggin blame on the boys okay. If B2uties all over the world spit at you, YOU WILL DIE DROWN BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH. Ying, Laura and I were singing to random songs and when they asked us not to push, we went `Push push baby~` lmaowtfbbq.

The showcase started at around 9pm I guess. When we went in it was already crowded, and guess what. Those without tee-shirts were standing closer to the stage than us. UMM SUCKS TO THE CORE. BE MORE FREAKING ORGANIZED IF YOU WANNA EARN RM120 FROM EVERY-FUGGIN-ONE. Before the showcase started they were playing music videos, both 4Minute and Beast's. I thought we can go home already after watching the music videos lol it was seriously like a dream for me to see Beast, live. Surprisingly they sang a lot of songs, I thought only Bad Girl, Shock, Easy, and Yet then we can go home already lol. Except for the intros, they sang all songs in the album including Special and Oasis. Did they sing Say No? Idk I was pissed and tired lol. Surprisingly they sang Special, and even with choreography, first time watching that. Can't see well okay cause I am short.

Laura and I were squashed like IDEK what seriously. I felt like crying when waiting for the line to move. No backing up and NO WAY OUT, my back was aching like crazy. We were in the right lane and when we reached the opening, THE FREAKING SECURITY SAID TO STOP THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION. OMFG. Then idk what did I do and I managed to got through him and lining up for fansign. Then Laura went through him too then we got our signatures. When the staffs asked me do I have any gifts for them, I said no. Then I pointed at myself, hahahah can I be their present lol I want to throw myself to them haha.

Junhyung. I was overawed by his ... perfection. I freaking love it when he pouts, acting all cool. I kept telling people that his face his damn long after I saw him in person heh. Star struck? Fuck yes. I don't even have the balls to look at him, nor talk to him. I wanted too, but too late. Well they are coming again after releasing their 3rd single anyways. My cousin and seniors got VIP tickets and talked to UMM's GM, which the ... dude stated that 4Minute will be coming. Not going la ugh, no money and SPM year wtffff. Okay, Junhyung, *A* He's the second guy which makes me go *A* after Lee Jonghyun of CN Blue. BTW, I think after performing Bad Girl, the dude saw my placard and he waved at me! Seriously I can feel ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Hyunseung. He is seriously very handsome in real life! But he's damn cool. Cooler than Junhyung :( When he was signing my album, he was twisting his lips. Like ... how do you describe it ugh ... he just crammed his lips to the right! Damn cute.

Dongwoon was like `Thank you for *&@*&*@&$*&` idk what I forgot. and I went `suresuresuresuresure` lmaobbq I was such a idiot. Guess that the boy was scared, he stared at me for a while, looked to the right while scowling for a while and signed my album.

Idk what happened to me, when it was Doojoon I went `HAIHAIHAIHAIHAIHAI` duh of course the boy is shocked haha I think he scowled a little bit but idk who cares.

I only remembered Junhyung in the first, then Dongwoon, Hyunseung, Gigwang, Doojoon, Yoseob.

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idk why is this my fav picture lol

my new chingoo! both SPM candidates my God ._.

c: mostly Celine + me

I went on Sunday's autograph session too cause Laura and I had nothing to do on weekends lol. I reached there at around 11.30. Ying was already there so I went in for lunch. When I came out, they were already lining up so I had to go wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back to the queue. Btw I cut into my juniors' queue anyways haha quite surprising to see them there. I told them `Ima cut into your queue` instead of `Can I cut into your queue?` CAN YOU SEEZ ZE DIFFERENCE 8D Bullshitted with the juniors haha, was damn fun cause we weren't close to each other at school. Then Laura came at around 2pm like that? We were talking to each other on the phone, and she was right in front of me. We both can't see each other lol. Then Celine and her friend came too!

Then ALL of us bullshitted together. Sang and rocked our heads like crazy lol. Guessing that we were the loudest of all haha. Then they came and everyone went crazy and screamed and bla. So Laura and I got the signatures on Saturday already and we didnt buy another album for autograph session so we tore our booklet and see whether can pass through them and go up on stage or not. But then they shooed us out cause the uncle saw my autographed cover. UGH uncle why la you like this ㅠ ㅠ So yeah, then I stood near the stage, taking pictures and chanting for them to look at our side hehe.

Reunited with Celine, Laura and Ying like suddenly. Then were chanting over there. Junhyung is freaking cheeky I tell you. When we chanted for him, he doesn't look. When we stopped for a while, he waved at us and smirked. What a bad boy. Dongwoon is the best magnae ever! We chanted for him like crazy and he put his hand near his ear, wanting us to chant even louder. Of course we did duh, then he looked at us heh. Gigwang and his fan services gahhhh Yoseob is seriously an attention seeker for idk whose sake. He just kept looking at our side, and STARED. Hyunseung is just that cool :( Ying was like `you freaking pms-ing if you don't look here I'ma change my bias` lmaobbq

k i am so tired I love Beast.

#175: surprise party

2010-06-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Happy ice-cream cake to you!

We surprised her with 2 pieces of BR ice-cream cake while Stephanie escorted her to BR hehe.

Then we celebrated at Red Box and went crazy for 3 hours. After that we realized that we should study for SPM, so we went to Borders and started studying lol

Happy birthday ♥ Let's go study at Taylor's Lakeside hehe (k will talk about CLIOD @ Lakeside campus I went on Monday, it is fuggin huge and pretty)

#174: very superstitious

2010-05-30T18:21:00.005+08:00

http://omg-ri.blogspot.com/search/label/Khalil%20Fong - check out #111 haha I bought Wonderland instead of 爱爱爱, just because heeeeeh.

YAH. I AM A BIG FAN OF KHALIL FONG OKAY. UGH YOUR FACE YOUR FACE YOUR FACE.

sexy back :)

Khalil sang most of his Orange Moon songs at yesterday's Timeless concert, just not my fav songs in the album: 一百种表情 (1oo expressions), 黑洞里 (Inside the Black Hole) and 小小虫 (Little Bug). Dude, no like seriously those are my favorite songs from Orange Moon, but at least he sang 1234567 heee :>

His cover of John Mayer's cover (lol thats what he said) of Ain't No Sunshine was just unf, my all time favorite cover of K. Fong after Red Bean (by Faye Wong). Video isn't from yesterday's performance but it's almost the same, and because recording is STRICTLY prohibited like crazy. Seriously the guards and people in charge over there will go up to you. People from organizer will go up to you and screw you politely `I'm so sorry but recordings are not allowed.` Dude will you stop? duh.

yes and they do have disco ball hanging there haha

But the guards were crazy. Steph and I were in the middle of taking pictures, like really up close ones cause my cousin's camera can -grins- But thing is you have to hold on to it really steadily, and focus really nicely only can take clear and up close pictures. So, us both were into it you know, then there this Malay man, FUUUUUUUUUIIIIIISSSSSSSSHHHH gila betul. He was wearing shades, LOL IKR yes in the arena yes shades black glasses haha and was staring at us. Laser beam coming out from his eyes. We might have been killed on the spot. I noticed the uncle first, Steph was focusing on the camera and she didnt know a thing about that uncle's stare cause she's damn pro in handling my cousin's camera already haha. So I slightly pushed her and we quickly turned it off.

IT WAS SCARY. SCARIER THAN SAW GHOST OKAY.

Then just his normal Mando-pop songs, mainly songs from Wonderland and 爱爱爱 (Love Love Love). Everyone went high when he sang 玩乐, Love Song and
爱爱爱. It was awesomeeeeeeee. The rearranged version of Billy Jean was just, best. I didn't even know it was Billy Jean until I heard the lyrics - 他不是我的孩子 which means But the kid is not my son lol funny much.

Just he didnt sing 苏丽珍 (Su Li Zhen) which made me go *&@*($&@*($&(@*$& I am still damn disappointed that's my FAVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV song from Khalil. -sighs- I sing it all the time (and everytime) I go karaoke ㅠ ㅠ

Khalil :> boy he's just talented. creds to Stephanie cause she took all the pictures!

#173: Just like on my hands

2010-05-15T17:48:00.002+08:00

and she has slipped away.

#172: attachment

2010-04-24T16:59:00.006+08:00

But then, what's this, what is this.

Who do you think you are, what are you to me.

because, my Biology teacher says, Pictures tell a thousand words.

#171: Elite course

2010-04-18T17:26:00.003+08:00

Nothing on you, baby.

Netball competition! Dude idfg why the hell teacher put me in reserve. I am so damn deserve to be center, dude I was the center last year and AT LEAST WE WON A MATCH. I wasn't the center this year and we DIDNT EVEN WIN A SINGLE MATCH. GDI dude, G-D-I YOUR LIFE. Well that's okay, never mind. I'm out of this friggin school anyways hahahahaha, well in a couple months. -sighs-

5967, IN CANTONESE.

LOLOLOLOLMAOBBQWTFHAHAH

Zoe and I. Digi camera went cuckoo again.

Oh and then our teacher's retirement ceremony. Seniors came back, talked cock with them haha well actually only one.

Cas, Jacq, Azman and I were in the same group when were were form 4.

Our most ooosssoommmee group leader, Jason! on the right, in purple :D

I iz bringing sexay backk, YEAH.

Seriously I look so macho in this picture, well my back looks macho. Pictures from dont know who's Facebook lol. k chaoz.

#170: epilogue, inside here.

2010-04-08T20:50:00.005+08:00

숨이 막혔으면 해? 눈이 감겼으면 해?
wish I could stop breathing? wish I could close my eyes?
너로 가득했던 가슴에 큰 못이 박혔으면 해?
wish a big nail will carve through the heart that was filled up with you?
어둠속에 갇혔으면 해? 맘의 문이 닫혔으면 해?
wish I was trapped in the dark? wish the door to my heart could close?
따뜻하게 입맞추던 내 입이 피를 삼켰으면 해?
wish blood would fill my mouth that you kissed so warmly?
모든걸 망쳤으면 해? 모든 길이 갈렸으면 해?
wish everything would go wrong? wish every path would be destroyed?
너란 유리조각 파편에 두발을 담궜으면 해?
wish I could dip my two feet in the ocean of glass shards called you?
그토록 다쳤으면 해? 죽도록 아팠으면 해?
wish I was that hurt? wish I could feel as if I was going to die?
그저 이 사랑이란 가면에 상처를 감췄으면 해?
just wish I could hide these scars behind the mask of love?

너의 그 말, 말, 말 그 잔인한 말
your words, words, words, those cruel words
가슴아픈 말 칼날같은 말
hurtful words, words like daggers
너의 그 말, 말, 말 그 잔인한 말
your words, words, words, those cruel words
날 울리는 말 날 죽이는 말
words making me cry, words killing me

everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
breakin' breakin' breakin' me down

손이 묶였으면 해? 땅에 발이 묻혔으면 해?
wish my hands were tied up? wish my feet were buried in the earth?
너로 인해 뛰던 가슴에 분노가 뭉쳤으면 해?
wish anger filled up the heart that used to beat for you?
그림자를 숨겼으면 해? 죽은듯이 숨쉬었으면 해?
wish I could hide my shadow? wish I could breathe as if I'm dead?
서로 영원하자 빌던 하늘에 이별을 훔쳤으면 해?
wish I could pray separation on the sky that we once wished for eternity?
무너지는 꿈꿨으면 해? 고통안에 춤췄으면 해?
wish I could dream of destruction? wish I could dance in pain?
너로 빛이 나던 나의 작품에 큰 불을 붙였으면 해?
wish a big fire could burn my masterpiece that shone because of you?
모든게 뒤틀렸으면 해? 끝으로 이끌렸으면 해?
wish everything could return? wish I could be attracted to the end?
우리 운명이란 가는 사슬에 고리가 끊겼으면 해?
wish the chain of our faith could snap?

너의 그 말, 말, 말 그 잔인한 말
your words, words, words, those cruel words
가슴아픈 말 칼날같은 말
hurtful words, words like daggers
너의 그 말, 말, 말 그 잔인한 말
your words, words, words, those cruel words
날 울리는 말 날 죽이는 말
words making me crying, words killing me

everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
breakin' breakin' breakin' me down

why is everybody
breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
everybody breakin' breakin' breakin' me down
breakin' breakin' breakin' me down

YOU ARE SO DISGUSTING.

i wish you could just go and die. i have never wanted anyone to die for real shit in my whole entire life of 17 years, so far. i wish you will be in the coffin in no time and buried under the ground for fucking ever.

shut your hole that spits out every muddy words that your pea brain could think of. you are even more idiotic than a real imbecile.

i felt so embarrassed. because i had an intimate friendship with you that i thought it could last forever. bullshit.

#169: Super Show 2 live in Malaysia 2010

2010-03-22T18:12:00.003+08:00

saphhire blue sea. only blue, no colorful.
It was amazing, beautiful than beautiful. guess this is what we call, Miracle?

I am not a big fan of SuJu I am not a big fan of SuJu. I don't really know their songs but nah, I still went cause this is my first Korean band concert! When people asked me how was their concert, I showed them my thumb and said `freaking awesome.`

It was wayyyyyy awesome than awesome! The sound effect was amazing, everyone almost went deaf! Seriously there were times when I cant hear anything and there was the humming sound in the ear. Indoor concert ftw! Gonna buy rock pitt tickets for any upcoming Korean band concerts from now on, Tiff is making me jealous! Donghae and her ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Are they flirting in public ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

Pooiyee and I kept chanting KANGIN AH HANGENG AH KIBUM AH lol and I went SHINEE SHINEE SOJU SUJU SOJU SUJU KEY AH 우리 결혼해줄래 lolololol I FTFW.

Bought the Heechul tee-shirt set. I wanted Kyu but no more, so Chul's my second choice hahahah should have bought Sungmin's cause I really hate cats D: but neway Heenim heheheheheheh I cant find the stall which they would sell official phone straps keychains towels concert teeshirt cause I really want one! Well there's always a next year, next concert!

Kyu waved at me, only me. Its a fact dude. I was the only one standing, with my SHINee lightstick hahaha and he waved back! aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh love!

Just one thing, I waited to listen 7 Years Of Love, live, since last year where they said that they going to come here for sushow2. and he sang Jam Hsiao's Forgive Me. WTH. My face was all *$&@*$&@*(&$@* lol yeah.

Shining Star. enough said.
Donghae's Beautiful.

I was lazy to bring my placard along so I left it on the car. I think I'd be too over but when I saw the people around me, I felt small hahahahahah and I regretted for not bringing my DSLR, managed to sneaked my digi cam in. Not many pictures ah, all fan cams only with my singing and chanting as bonus. No self cams too cause Pooiyee wasnt in anymood and me too. I was sooooooooo lazy that day, guess was tired of waiting?

DUDE THE SECURITIES WERE AWESOME. THEY WERE SO FIERCE AND STRICT. yet I saw alot of cameras lolol but nvm, its a concert! Everyone should be happy (:

not really fancy fan account hahah and i wish SHINee's fan meeting here in Malaysia on the 25th May is real and is at Kuala Lumpur since its the city of our country. in a coconut shell, upper tier was awesome <3

okay done with sushow2. spm, the real shit.

#168: oh right

2010-03-05T20:10:00.004+08:00

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you go die go die i hate you i hate you i hate you when azman asked me was i crying during maths, i said my eyes looked watery because i was wearing contact lenses.

爱了一个人, 我赔了自己, 卖了灵魂, 猜不透
为何我们距离总是那么多, 失去你的人, 赎回灵魂, 找回自己
有又什么意义

i thought we'll be together forever but it's over

#167: now i see

2010-02-28T13:53:00.002+08:00

I SUPPORT 2PM

I SUPPORT 6PM
I SUPPORT JAY
I SUPPORT JUN.K
I SUPPORT TAECYEON
I SUPPORT KHUN
I SUPPORT JUNHO
I SUPPORT WOOYOUNG
I SUPPORT CHANSUNG

#166: take you down

2010-02-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

"Recently, I’ve been resting a lot since my solo concert. A lot of the restrictions I had like no clubbing, no alcohol and no girlfriends were abolished. I’ve been meeting friends and going clubbing, and going shopping in DongDaeMoon in the early morning too. There was a photo of me by an outfit so I asked ‘What are these clothes?’ and the person said ‘They’re G-Dragon style’, not recognizing who I was. (laughs)”

2009 was a significant year for G-Dragon (Real name: Kwon Jiyong, 23). It was a meaningful year where he showed his own album and concert to the world. He also knows best how to relax at the end of a significant workload now that already it’s been 5 years since his debut.

”I used to try to speak and act all cool and sophisticated when I went to award ceremonies but recently I went to this one just thinking it was like a party. I wore jeans and took my puppy and had a great time. I met a lot of other people and didn’t take much notice of the cameras. I yelled out when I was having fun and had a good time being part of the audience.”

He also became friends with many singers from other management agencies. Especially SM Entertainment’s DBSK / TVXQ / Tohoshinki, their sunbaes in both Japan and Korea.

”I’ve recently become close with my sunbaes in DBSK. In the past there used to be a lot of unseen rivalry between different agencies but since we’re both in groups we all have a lot in common. Hero JaeJoong hyung approached me first. After that I naturally became friends with Yoochun hyung and Junsu hyung and I realised that I could be the dongsaeng too.”

He would pester the DBSK hyungs to buy him food when they were staying in Japan, and they gave him a lot of advice.

”I admired them because they’d survived in a different country with different cultures. It doesn’t matter whether people are SM or JYP or whatever anymore, I like everyone. Sometimes it just comes to me that ‘Aww that person must’ve been through a lot of pain’ or ‘I should tell this person this piece of advice’. I think our hearts are all opening towards each other now. I would like it if our hubaes (juniors) would come up and talk to us too.”

But he’s still in his youth and has fears about the future.

”I have to keep going. This year Daesung and TOP’s solo albums will be out and so will Big Bang’s at the end of the year. Though I doubt everything will go exactly as planned. We’ll plan everything first and then adjust the time of release depending on how fast production goes.”

As the team leader, he has to keep in mind the other members’ activities as well as the group’s.

”It’ll be a lot to handle for Daesung to prepare his solo album on his own so I think I’m gonna have to give him a lot of advice. Daesung will probably do R&B ballads. It’ll be a bit different to Big Bang’s style of music. And TOP’s will definitely be hip hop. I think I’m gonna help him work on a couple of the songs.”

Big Bang plans to return in 2010 with a new album and new looks. As always, the next is always the most important.

”We have to move forward as Big Bang again. I think we were just standing on the spot for the last two albums. It’s not that I didn’t like them, but they just didn’t take off like I wanted them to. If I don’t like how this next album turns out either, I’ll probably hate myself for it. We have to move forward, even if it’s only half a step. Now that even Seungri is no longer underage, I think in this next album we’ll be showing off more of a manly image than a boyish one. (laughs)”

G-Dragon has caught us unawares by becoming a man. His bravery has hugely affected our country’s music industry, and is creating a legend. What shape will this legend of his take on? It’s time to sit back and watch his legend unfold.

( credits ) Because he is Kwon Ji-yong. Not my most favourite member of Big Bang yet he is my role model. Kwon Ji-yong.

Do not tell me whose blog to visit or leave a message to who. Cause you know I won't do whatever you ask me to.

#165: take this sinking boat

2010-02-14T17:39:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.
kyaaaahaaaaaa my valentine!

#164: stay till I let you go

2010-02-13T13:00:00.002+08:00

Stay, until my tears dry up. Stay, until I can't recognize myself.
Stay, wait just a little while.

Stay, my memories belong to me.1 Stay, until I let you go.
Stay, at least in my memories.

Let me cherish at least a bit of warmth
I'm already frozen, it's always cold.2
If you leave, there will be no beauty left for me
I've already been thrown away, it's always dirty.

Hey, you've already stayed inside me for a long while.
Just think of me as home.

Stay inside my dear, Don't you come out my dear

Stay my dear, Stay my dear

#163: What to study lol

2010-01-21T21:26:00.006+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage - water
2. last phone call - mom
3. last text message - ah idk la my phone is outside it isnt with me
4. last song you listened to - Now Or Never - CNBlue

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice -
7. been cheated on -
8. kissed someone & regretted it -
9. lost someone special -
10. been depressed - no la im not despo also.
11. been drunk and depressed - drunk yes la depressed later on

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. turquoise
13. turquoise
14. turquoise

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends - its just the beginning of 2010 lol, not yet.
16. Fallen out of love -
17. Laughed until you cried - lol yes hahahaaa
18. Met someone who changed you -
19. Found out who your true friends were (who) - aiyah them la.
20. Found out someone who had say bad about you (Who) - duh.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list - ZOE HAHA

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life - i know all of them lol
23. What you did last night - sleeping.
24. Do you have any pets - ya turtles named Key and Joon (for now, his names were Chansung Yoseob, gonna change it to Siwan soon)
25. Do you want to change your name - nah, everyone likes my name so do I.
26. What did you do for your last birthday - err,
27. What time did you wake up today - 0617
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - Surfing net and looking for tips for moral paper desperately.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - SuShow2
30. Last time you saw your Mother - lol just a second ago wtf
31. What is the thing that you wish to change in your life -
32. What are you listening to right now - nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - not yet.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - Intervention.
35. Most visited webpage - Plurk.
36. Where you want to be right now - My room/
37. Nicknames - Viv loanshark hahaha
38. Relationship Status - desperately needs to get married.
39. Zodiac sign - Cancer
41. Primary school - Kuen Cheng 1
42. Secondary school - Desa Perdana
43. Hair colour - turquoise
44. Long or short - short
46. Height - 183718973190839018390183901 kg.
47. Do you have a crush on someone -
48. What do you like about him/her -
49. How long did your first love last -
50. Tattoos - soon to be on arm like G-dragon's.
51. Righty or lefty - right
52. First surgery - er, standard 4 i think minor surgery la.
53. First piercing - both ears.
54. First best friend - idk
55. First kiss -
56. First vacation - idk I HOPE ITS PENANG.
57. First crush -

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating - you
60.Drinking - me
61. I'm about to - study history
62. Listening to - fart
63. Waiting for -

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids - twins.
65. Get married - right now.
66. Career - dentist aiyah whatever la housewife la

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes - Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses - Sleep
69. Shorter or taller - Tall
70. Older or Younger - Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous - Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - Arms
73. Sensitive or loud - Sensitively loud
74. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - A hesitate troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger - will soon.
77. Drank hard liquor -
78. Lost glasses/contact lens - contact lens havent lol
79. Sex on first date - ohhhhhhhhhh.
80. Broken someone's heart -
81. Had your own heart broken -
82. Been arrested - lol
83. Turned someone down -
84. Cried when someone died -
85. Fallen for a friend? -

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself -
87. Miracles -
88. Love at first sight -
89. Heaven -
90. Santa Claus -
91. Kiss on the first date -
92. Angels - yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? -
94.If you had 3 wishes, what would that be? - no more SPM, no more SPM and no more SPM.

95. Did you sing today? - nothing lol but just Now or Never kept playing in my head during moral paper ftw
96. Ever cheated on somebody? -
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? - back to 13
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? -
100. Posting this as 100 truths? - not really

I tag
the minister of education

#162: Blue metallic paper

2010-01-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

CNBlue. lol Indie band my foot. They will be the most famous indie converting to pop-rock band ever. They are like, the Korean version of Laruku haha, Jonghyun sings like Hyde! This Jonghyun fellow is my new Key haha ♥ getting Bluetory kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

School sucks. SPM sucks.

SuJu's SS2 ticket pre-sale on the 18th to 29th. My first SPM intervention exams on starts on the 18th and ends on the 28th, while Yoga Lin's fansign is on the 27th.

SS2 is on the 20th or March. My SPM diagnostic exams on the 23th.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH 2010. I am going to Super Show 2 anyways. Just one thing I am not satisfied with the organizer(s) at Malaysia stage, WHY CAN'T WE BUY VIP TICKETS WHILE THEY IN PHILIPPINES CAN. ugh.

#162: Cinnamon pretzel!

2009-12-28T21:07:00.003+08:00

c: 2123exc

I am in love. I don't even know his name. I can't even remember his face. How pathetic.

Say hello to the form 5 senior -points self- Bitch you better watch out, school's reopening in 3, 2, 1 days. -insert evil laugh here- Nah just kidding, there aren't any bitches anymore since I am the eldest in school. I am the bitch now. Fuck yeah.

♫ A Little Sad Story - Nell

#160:

2009-12-23T19:21:00.002+08:00

Left home at 4 in the morning and reached home at 3 in the morning. I have to wake up at 6 in the morning tomorrow to attend some ... driving laws lecture or seminar or whatever you call it lol.

Langkawi was awesome shit, Penang was not that awesome but the swimming pool there was cleaner lol. I am gonna drag my girls to Langkawi and drink till we die when we are 21, the alcohol is fucking cheap omg. I didnt drink like crazy, I dont wanna die at this young age.

They went to the beach without me on the first day in Penang ishhhh.

Our national athem now is Super Girl by SuJu-M. LOLOLOLOLOLMAOWTFBBQ.

We met Singaporean acting couple while island hopping yesterday.

I am not fully awake yet. I am going back to sleep. Took 500+ pictures in the 6 days 5 nights trip. Posting ALL of em @ 2123excuses.blogspot.com

♫ Jam Hsiao - Rewind

#159: We've still got time.

2009-12-08T21:56:00.004+08:00

http://omg-ri.blogspot.com/2008/12/80.html
previous post.

http://2123excuses.blogspot.com/2009/12/lol-aunties-playing-mahjoong.html

Happy Birthday ♥

I'm used to her 'loll', and `you know what I'm thinking right` sort of gaze.
We always say the same thing out together, having the same thoughts. Well like, fuck duh.
My cream puff partner, my movie date.
Her Taemin My Key (kyahahahahahahahahahahahahah)
Lina Inverse and Rylai Crestfall combo thingy haha, before the real thing starts we always turn around the tower haha. well, dota rofl.

I guess only we know the lol kik juj ;p; joke eh? haha

What I really wanna tell you, it's all inside that book. Our, private..book of message? haha Love you to bits, like seriously.

She's a stalker of mine and I am a stalker of hers kekekekeekeke

#158: Say hi to december

2009-11-30T23:09:00.003+08:00

c: 2123exc

lol kim daul style of blogging. shit i miss that woman.

http://bananakhun.tumblr.com/post/263538880/lol-this-is-supposed-to-be-in-my-blog

fucking lazy to copy and paste and delete, even though i have nothing to do. fuck yeah last day of november. ima go to bed with Lee Joon now.

#157: Fuck yeah gaming

2009-11-26T17:00:00.006+08:00

If you stalk me or you're my daily tweet-plurk friend, rofl by now you'll know how fun is my year end holidays. LOL gaming. L4D and DotA. My Plurk Twittter are filled with `fuck start the game quick damn he pawned me argh shit fuck cibai argh nooooo lina inverse windrunner woot woot l4d zombies dance woah damn` and sort of, phrases haha. I don't SHINee here there everywhere anymore and I've quitted watching You're Beautiful cause gaming is more interesting. k off to L4D and pray that my friend succeeded in downloading L4D2.

fuck yeah L4D. random tagging haha and new blogsong! Nadia pwns Kara keke

#156: Turquoise

2009-11-20T20:40:00.005+08:00

We look tired haha took this pict right after our game against the boys.
we pawned them. 12 versus 3 la!
eh hello school team okay :D it's actually a jump shot but hehe.

Last day of form 4 schooling days. No, I do not feel guilty or sorry if I've ever cursed or scolded you in your face in front of the crowd. You deserve it if I did that to you. I'll miss the days pawning Ragu during Add Maths (this is crap seriously trust me for once), and skipping schools on Tuesdays and attend school on Wednesdays and Fridays for Biology, playing netball and cursing each other, ELECTION CEREMONY AS THE HEAD OF DISCIPLINE! and so much more omg the running cursing shouting yelling eating middle finger showing. Everything comes and goes. Everything happens only once. Cherishing every single moment. ASTRO BOY AND NEW MOON NEXT WEEK!

BTW, you'd better be more original. It's getting kind of obvious that you are actually ~~copying~~ following me.

Went Red Box @ Sunway with cousins yesterday right after school walau fucking fun! It's funny to see that it has SHINee's Love Like Oxygen instead of Replay rofl. Sang and danced to Sorry Sorry and lazing on the couch singing to Gee and Genie haha. Khalil and Yoga's songs too :D OMG let's go to the same Red Box next time!

~~brb dota~~ rofl ended up playing L4D myself haha. I squealed like a little puppy when the witch attacked me lol

c: 2123exc

May you rest in peace Daul, I'm your silent fan, not your usual fake fans. I love you.

♫ 2PM - Back 2U

#155: He's living fine.

2009-11-14T17:52:00.007+08:00

Am I too obsessive or what. I even bookmarked Yoseob-A-Day LJ community on my toolbar, so that I can seriously get pictures of Seob every single day. wtf. Obsession will last for at least 3 months I think hehe. Fuck the world, I got the hard disk with loads of games but PC can't detect it. I've tried all the USB cables and ports but ... it ain't working. I WANNA PLAY SDO DOTA L4D NOW. well I guess I can only go watch You're Beautiful, ugh. what the hell is up with singing box?! it isnt showing D<

▲★■●★▲★■◆●★▲■◆●■★◆●▲★■◆●★▲■◆▲★■◆●★▲■◆

Woke up at 8.30 this morning and had ramen, then started the day with SDO and will end it with 3 episodes of You're Beautiful : D Chemistry tuition-less Saturday, cause we used today's time for last week's revision class. Well we actually planned to go out for movies today but was too full, so we're going tomorrow keke.

I can imagine how Wooyoung dies one day. @3.08 onwards, its just so saddening. JYP's statement on Jay's return is crap to me, it ain't gonna happen. I am gonna support 2PM by buying their album no matter who spits at me. It's 2PM, not JayPM. Don't fucking get me wrong. 7-1=0, always.

♫ 2PM - Gimme The Light

c: 2123exc
the base : @2123exc
no stealing like duh, this is tiff's.

TIFFANY LEE KAHFONG

Fighting♥
형, 파이팅! 당신이 그것을 할 수있는. 난 널 믿어 :)
우리 둘이 파이팅 또한 해야한다, 약속 해줘!
사랑해.

#154: I'll name my daughter Naomi.

2009-11-12T15:50:00.015+08:00

Seriously I was busy...

haha ftw. that is seriously, me. i went cuckoo studying Chemistry that day.

You wouldnt know how happy I am now. Im gonna rot in front of the computer for continuously 72 hours to watch You're Beautiful, watching 2012 with my girls this weekend. We've already planned what to eat: Kimbap, Bread Papa's cream puffs, and McDo's fries during movie haha. Gonna buy new hairbands and new polish color, Im thinking turquoise and peach. Oh yeah lip balm and hand sanitizer too, and gonna look for a pair of Wayfarers hehe. Year end holidays, fuck yeah to Penang with cousins and Genting with my girls. I bought a new cardigan heheheheheheheheheheheheh.

Dad was probably amazed or what haha I was so concentrate studying before he goes to bath and when he comes out from the toilet I was watching SHINee's Ring Ding Dong performance on TV, with eyes wide opened and a studious face lol. Haha. Multi-tasking -grins- I've flunked Add Maths -sigh-

To do list
★ You're Beautiful
done with epi 1! My cousin sister has Sister phobia rofl and my cousin bro likes Jeremy.
☆ YOGAYOGAYOGAYOGA
Yey both discipline sports and singer haha.
★ IconsTexturesColorings
Digging
☆ rot
★ ~~Repaint toes nails~~
☆ rot
★ DotA
seriously, seriously gonna go copy the file from cousin.
☆ PET SOCIETYYYYY
is getting boring.
★ SDO
Steph is downloading, fucking 7 hours I dont wanna waste my time -_-
☆ rot
★ rot
☆ rot
★ rot
☆ rot
★ rot
☆ YANG YOSEOBBBBBB.
★ rot
☆ rot
★ rot

I am really busy.

♫ Yoga Lin - Chinatown
Looking forward to this his fansign here. I am so fucking going. 我看著窗外的珍珠港配乐是偿还.

#153: If you feel the same.

2009-10-22T13:48:00.004+08:00

a lot of versions for this haha. was bored.

On fucking hiatus.

Most probably on hiatus, well I'm always on hiatus anyways haha. Planned my schedule for today but it's not working. Supposedly to offline at 12, finish up Bio mind map and start revising on History Physics Biology Chemistry Malay Chinese English Maths Moral Add Maths, but then came across tutorials and made some icons. Until half an hour ago. Im so mad at myself.

Year end exams are coming and I'm still lazing around. I think I deserve to be cursed at. Anyways, another three weeks and I'm free. Not really, after three weeks and the real torture starts. Form five, exams every single week. We already started F5 Biology and mind maps are on going. I can feel the stress already. The only optimistic happening next year is, I can drive.

♫ Owl City - Strawberry Avalanche

#152: Il m'appelle papillon

2009-10-17T08:49:00.008+08:00

So fantastic, they have elastic waists.

It's taking like forever for the music vid to released. Key pawns the whole Ring Ding Dong concept, he fucking topped everyone. His first verse kills, the butterfly hand sign, his smirks, his fingers, his gazes, his hair, his butterfly ring, his fast and slow hip sways. mon vilain garçon 8D

Minho is the only one who can flaunt with ponytails in SHINee, like seriously. He thinks he's hot -_- well, its a fact anyways haha. Taemin, *sigh* his white angel scene was gorgeous but when the milk comes in, everything ruined. 16 years old + milk = growth. The scene is supposed to be sexy, but why milk. Well I drink a big glass of milk everyday haha. Onew looks 10 years younger with the new hair cut haha, he looks like a kid! Kid trying to act bad in every way keke. His gazes are so innocent, not good. Learn from Key you, he's like a bad boy seriously.

Jonghyun is one fucking womenizer. He does the sexiest hip sways, the slow ones the fast ones. Everything. He's still having the mohawk hairstyle whatever, just he changes hair color. One hot and sexy mushroom.

told you that Jjong does the sexiest ones eh.

I'm waiting for whole MV screencaps lazy to do it haha, ~~will stalk Soompi again when Im back from Chemistry tuition.~~ CHEM CLASS CALLED OFF HAHA. Music Bank comeback stage was dae bak. They dance better and nicer live. Hip swaying is fun, try it. I've tried just now when brushing teeth haha.

I still think the teaser is better than the mv. Participating in Music Core's comeback stage later.

Key has the most charming smile and sexiest gaze, ever.

♫ SHINee - Ring Ding Dong
You have to take responsible on me now.

#151: Que devons nous faire?

2009-10-15T17:58:00.003+08:00

Epik High, forever.
So much fail and win, this. Wong Feihung ftw! Awwww Tukutz we will miss you. That means Nell is coming back? 2 years, 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds. Time flies, true that. But it's sort of taking forever.

Will just summarize up what I want to say haha.

B2ST > MBLAQ. But Child Of Empire's debut is worth participating.
SHINee's comeback participation is a must okay?!
Downloaded NIGHT photobook's DVD videos. watching it before falling asleep.
Biology homw..

FOR THE WIN FUCK THE WORLD IM QUITIING BLOGGING BYE
FUCKFUCKFUCK KEY IS AN ANGEL.

enough said.

#150: peu, mais doux.

2009-10-13T16:32:00.006+08:00

Sans doute, l'amour à première vue.
Key.

From your shortest hair to your toes, mesmerized by your gazing and smiles. Oh boy how many times will and should I fall for you.

♫ Hins Cheung - Yes and No

#149: Je m'assois et s'écria

2009-10-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

c: 2123excuses

Ce sont mes confessions, au moment où je pensais que je dit tout ce que je peux dire,
Je suis levée et je ne sais pas quoi faire.

Great wtf, Key's solo shots are the last to be released. BUT HEY IT'S TOMORROW OKAY, ANOTHER HOUR AND IT'S TOMORROW! and another 48 hours songs will be released, 192 hours later they will be coming back on MuBank, live in KBS World homgggggggggg. Baby Key is practicing hard right now with his new hair. At least it's black okay! I don't give any shit and damn and fuck if its abnormal looking and stuff. No more orange hair for him and that's it. SHINee fever is back, I still remember how I counted down and waited for them during Romeo days. Hell yes new style of music from SHINee. New songs needed now.

Nell's Stay concert, is fucking awesome. I'm gonna rewatch it for 981917897189271892718972 times and I don't care if Key stripped in front of me and I will still, watch that DVD. Seriously, start Youtube or Google them, and you will fall in love. Kim Jongwan you stupid bitch, you're as sexy as hell with cigarette.

Saving money for a lot of stuff lately, needs more time and money. French is sexy, I always change my obsessions and you will see me cursing in Korean here in no time haha.

♫ Nell - Marionette

#148: Afterglow

2009-10-11T12:06:00.007+08:00

Tell me real clearly
That I was really truly yours
That we were both really precious to each other
Don't break my heart.

Watched Surrogates with the girls munching on Bread Papa's chocolate ice-cream puff. Great movie and it wasn't funny, at all but I kept laughing lol. Was in a good mood yesterday since Steph and I went out with Zoe and Chimun. It's always the two of us before that but, yeah. Just that Cherry didnt join us awwww D: and guess who we bumped into, 伍家辉 !!! HOMMMGGG SERIOUS ITS HIM I SWEAR. He was wearing a cap and walking with a girl, just the two of them 8D Something fishy is happening there.

FUCCCKKKYES finally Im having Stay's concert DVD! but its named as The Trace (like wtf). The Trace has the 5 tracks CD but this has 2 DVDs, Stay concert and footages of it and interviews and when they were in Japan. Well blame the description if I'm wrong. I want to watch it but ... I want to do other stuff in the same time too, something like Biology homework haha. Can't concerntrate on one thing when I'm online you see.

and FUCCCKKKYES (again), SHINee is coming back! HOMMMGGG Key with black hair yet abnormal hair style I like. Long hair Minho dnw, BLONDE JJONG FTFW I WANT. Taemin and Onew okay okay nothing special but still special. One teaser and one solo shots of member per day, they are killing me bits by bits. Key's solo shot please to be released tomorrow please please please don't let the boy to be the last one D: My SHINee fangirling mode is back, well it's always turned one anyways. Looking forward to their comeback stage, getting number one and Jjong cried like mad, again.

vain la vain la. but stil, cute right ;D i look cute always. i think im pretty cute beautiful kind generous optimistic and all the positive adjectives. HAHAHA. Im freaking bored and can you shut up and stop laughing D<

♫ Nell - Afterglow
very hardworking today. 2123excuses updated too.

#147: No remedy to cure this pain.

2009-10-06T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hyunjae, my heart always skipped a few beats when my eyes saw him. How amazing. This song will be on repeat for rest of the days in this month. I always have this something for K-indie, rock. Han Heejeong is great I know, but indie rock is, better. Needs Nell, now.

#146: It's going down.

2009-09-27T12:19:00.004+08:00

2123excuses.blogspot.com - new blog. for amazing pictures, taken by me, mostly. hahaha Amazing.

I like this tee-shirt lo, and this guy. Please tell me it's not limited edition or something.

I have two copies of Heartbreaker hahah one is for Stephanie's bday present she has to wait till December but Im giving her the poster first kekeke and I FUCKING HAVE MY [e] ALREADY OHOMGFG check the pictures out man. Yes I'm showing off, chui meh :P

It's Sunday. shit fuck it I have no plans on finishing Biology and Add Maths homework Im going to diediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie school reopens tomorrow and my assistant just reminded me that I have to command on stage during assembly I was going to forget that why must you remind me diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie. Other that that, dental appoinment on Tuesday and idk whether the person with my future ambition (oh well did I metioned that I wanted to be a dentist before here? no?) will cut my gum and remove my wisdom tooth or not diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie. I don't want tomorrow to come T^T

well, hurm, at least I have my copy of [e] already? diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie
rofl.
okay, off to practice piano. i must fucking get a distinction this time. see i told you i have no plans on doing my homeworks.

♫ Kim Sarang - 히스테리
I still remember my obsessions.

#145: First love always hurts.

2009-09-23T19:35:00.005+08:00

couple of the day:
Keyenne

fucking vain hahaha should have bought a wayfarer yesterday D<

My baby boy is finally legal, no clubbing and alcohol for you. Strictly no no no. Only going out with me and make full use of your Polaroid camera. Boy boy boy you're just pure dazzling and charming. Stop acting like a diva and be a man always, just like Minho. Stop dancing to girl groups dances D< That isn't charismatic enough bitch. I love you. Happy birthday.

당신은 모를 겁니다. 당신은 내가 당신을 사랑할지 모르겠다. 당신은 모를 겁니다, 나는 당신을 사랑합니다. 당신은 모를 겁니다.

생일 축하합니다, 내 사랑.

#144: I can't stop no more.

2009-09-21T15:56:00.002+08:00

Enough said, Jiyong oppa. Smoke more, you look hot and complete with cigarette. Im fucking yours at the first 20 seconds haha.

LEXIE I TOLD YOU RIGHT YOU WONT FUCKING REGRET HAHAHAH k off to barbecue kekeke

♫ Epik High - High Technology
This song is on repeat mode, hahah damn cute. This is ha hai high, technology.

#143: You just have to breathe.

2009-09-18T13:42:00.005+08:00

ChanEnne couple ♥
love and pain, slow emotion.

Learning this. Figured the treble chord myself and need help with the bass ones. I don't wanna spend ALL of my time sitting infront of the piano la, and feel like picking up guitar lessons to learn Heaven, MYK teach me.

THIS. FUCKING HILARIOUS! Epik High is seriously epic. The love between MYK and Mithra is obvious and I spot Mithra's evil twin haha. This is just, fucking amusing. Will cut the parts out and polaroid them haha.

[e] reviews
reviewing on favourite tracks
You dont fucking expect me to do this for all 3o tracks. I like the [e]motion disc better. Another day closer to my copy, just don't know when will I get it.

선물
Nothing special, just I see shadows of 1825 (paper cranes). That's it. But I want more emo Mithra rapping.

Slow Motion / Slow [e] motion (bonus track)
I prefer the later one. The first one is a bit creepy and the phrase `slow emotion` is more obvious compare to Slow Motion, I like la.

Moonwalker
Enough said.

따라해 (Wannabe)
I still don't know why they chose this as their title song for their 2nd disc. To me it's like a, comparison to G-dragon's Breathe. I'm not saying that they have common rhythms and stuff and I'm not taking about their skill. G-dragon's rapping skill and Epik High's are in different level, different genre. Cannot compare. G-dragon is still at bubble gum pop band leader goes solo state ; Epik High, is pure epic and Hip Hop. It's K-pop industry, thus Wannabe will be compared with Breathe. IDK why.

Lesson 4 (Tablo's Word)
This is seriously my favourite song thru out 3o tracks, but the elephant is distracting and annoying wtf. Toothface, idk what is it but A suitcase full of pain caught my attention. Who graduated from Standford and has a bachelors degree in English Literature? Who what? daddyBlo seriously you were my dream man, untill you told the world that you're gonna be a daddy and husband. BTW I know the meaning of the chorus (rofl since its only one phrase and he kept repeating it), but I don't know how to, translate. I think `I hate it very much` will summarize it? Maybe. I don't like Nocturne, too moody and emo already but this is just nice. Reminds me of Nell T-T

Oceans. Sand. Trees. / Owls. Shadows. Tears. / Orchestras. Spotlights. Turntables. / Organs. Screams. Televisions.
MYK rocks, since he's in love with Mithra. I want Pe2ny D: That jello is epic too.

It's just great to see that Epik High is back, I'm waiting for Nell's comeback and everything will be perfect.

just finished the medication for ear cause my ear had too much candy and now, antibiotics for wisdom tooth ftw. and another 2 weeks, undergoing operation to remove wisdom tooth on the right and will be acting like Taecyeon, writing on sketchbook asking people to stfu. but i think showing the middle finger would be more efficient than writing down. another 5 days of medication ftw. i have alot of things to say i just forgot. going fraser's hills tomorrow and barbeque on monday. they postponed the barbeque D: happy raya people. oh ya i got new hairstyle already ahah

♫ Epik High - Happy Birthday To Me
Translations for 30 tracks needed, now. Im paying for it.

#142: What time is it now?

2009-09-13T16:43:00.004+08:00

What time is it now? It's 1:59PM. 1 minute is missing.

Awesome picture. No? Burn in hell. Someone teach me how to remove watermarks on pictures and I'll give you naked Wooyoung. *hinting someone* I'm smirking ㅋㅋㅋ I'd always wanted a Polaroid camera, I even talk about it for English oral presentation.

I went to My Star Collection with Stephanie just now. Oh my God it's heaven there okay. The official and unofficial merchandises, they are even selling Colonize hoodies what the flying fuck. Ordered [e], daddyBlo I'm a good girl am I ;D and two Heartbreaker albums, one for Stephanie. Bought Time For Change, 2PM unofficial merchandises - Chansung picture keychain and 2PM handphone accesorry, SHINee lightstick and two pairs of earrrings. Bought a Minnie mouse headband from S+J. I just feel like telling the world that Im happy with my earrings and Minnie mouse headband, was walking around Times Square with that headband anyways.

Got to run, mom's nagging.

♫ Epik High - Breakdown
STFU. Its a Sunday today.

#141: Two in the afternoon. No I don't wanna cry.

2009-09-08T18:57:00.006+08:00

I won't cry. I am strong. I won't cry.
Save that picture and post it in your blog, forum, twitter, me2day, onsugar, plurk, anywhere everywhere. Jay needs support from Hottests. Hottests over the world unite okay, must.
~~I made that but I dont fucking care about credits and stuff.~~
Save and post it to the world.

Its been two hours and thirty minutes since Jaybeom boarded the plane and left Korea. Probably another few more hours of flight and he'll reach Seattle safe and sound, his first words from his mouth to public was `Sorry`. This fucking hurts. I did not expect this to happen, thought it would just fade away as time passes but no, it's getting all hyped up. JYPE should, hold on to him. We, should hold on to him. Tie him up and lock him in a dark room, or NB2 or any clubs. Wooyoung did not fucking fainted, exaggerate, too much. Wudong is, a good friend. ILYSFM. Wudong-ah, be strong okay.

2PM isn't complete without, one member. Even sometimes when Khun isnt performing with them, you can still feel the emptiness, right there. When Junho is taking over Khun's part, its just not right. Maybe it's just me, to me, its just, so strong. Jay, I look forward to your comeback stage, comeback day, comeback minute, and the second you decided to comeback, to Korea. We, us, are waiting. Cry if you're in pain, shout if you're offended, curse and swear as you wish. Don't keep it to yourself, we are always here.

No more, no less, no one else, only Jay. enough said.

Yahoo? is shit. Jay apologized. Learn how to forgive and forget, give and take. Thanks to netizens. Korea, is seriously, gay, whack. I don't give a flying fuck. Curses and swearings, you'll get what you deserve, anti fans.

♫ 2PM - Only You
I forgave you already, in fact, I didnt even blame you. I still support Park Jaybeom. Do you?

love you, more than words

#140: Some people call this thing, love.

2009-09-04T16:47:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday 2PM.
It's been a year, 2 months, 365 days, 8760 hours, 525600 minutes, and 31536000 seconds.
I'm looking forward to the next 10th anniversary.
Love you people loads.
seven equals to one, always.
★ Leadjay, Okdaeri, Daegu Joker, Wudong, Junho, Khun and Bananachan.

Just by looking in your eyes
I can sense your feelings
Your eyes used to glow like small jewels
Just by kissing you I know your words
The smile you gave me
Is becoming a habit.

우리도 당신을 사랑, 너도 알지? 물론^^ 파이팅! pictc: soompi

7 = 1
2pm = one
I support Park Jaybeom. Do you?

Wooyoung you're doing great defending Jay, 2PM isnt seven people, they are one. Sign the petition to show your love to Jay okay. It's so frustrating to see that Koreans, are actually betraying another Korean for spontaneous comments which were 4 years ago when he was 18. The man is now 25. Let's walk this together Jay, along with Chansung and I, us, one.

30+ people signed the petition in five minutes time, yes I've checked. Spam the message leaving area in http://2pm.jype.com/ ? ;D

♫ 2PM - I Hate You
Netizens, your hand do your thang. Conduct it to zero and that's my thang.

#139: Whispered Hushes And Distant Crushes

2009-08-30T12:52:00.005+08:00

My day consists of our romantic drama
rofl slutty picture. see the red spot on my knee?

Went to grandma's place yesterday, got scratched on the right toe and a part of skin is gone. Xiaoxuan and I were stalked by a fugly man while riding bicycle yesterday haha. There was only one bike so we took turns to ride, Xiaoxuan was tailing me and holding my bag. The man was like `hey miss do you want me to hold you bag for you?` Xiaoxuan gave him a {I AM GONNA KILL YOU} face but obviously that fag didn't sense what was she trying to do and he approached me, `ride properly` then speeded off with his motorbike and he fucking smirked!!!! EWWWWW That was plain disgusting. I then found my aunt's bike and went cycling the whole Batu Arang with Xiaoxuan XD The man was stalking us! We saw him everywhere we went eweweweweww. Then I got scratched on my toe -_- I ... didn't fell off my bike actually. Its like, I use my toe to stop the bike instead of using the brake. Get it? haha

Fuck it I anticipated his solo debut stage. It was greater than awesome. 딸기바지 지용 ㅋㅋㅋ 잘 했어 오빠, 당신은 눈부신했다.

This, is an Epik High post.

I want to be a loyal High Skool, since Nell hasn't come back from military services and Im bored of Mate already :P Counting down till [e] releases, thirty tracks baby, thirty fucking epic tracks.

Every album of theirs were awesome shit, but the one I dislike the most (the word hate is too intense :P ) is Map The Soul. Honestly, its like crap to me. Even 'Lost Map' is better than that, with all the demo tracks of MYK. But Lovescream pwns all. Every single track made me stare and thoughts wandered. Harajuku days, Habbit, Hush, and my most fav Mithra Jin solo, 1825 (Paper Cranes). I wont get over that song, never.

이건 저 하늘의 수많은 표정들과 같아서,
당신의 미래처럼 알 방법이 없어

And the collab album with Planet Shiver. HOMG I trembled when its on, too awesome. Although its a remake of previous albums but I can't fucking wait for [e]. Album with 7 tracks is already the best. What about 30, fucking, tracks, from Epik High? Sometimes lollipop boy bands are a burden. I don't like goodbyes and tragedies, love and destiny.

♫ Epik High - Habbit
I was winking in the picture ugh, small eyes -______- Happy independence day Malaysian. Love you, although I wanted to be a Korean :P

#138: Everytime I come close to you.

2009-08-18T18:17:00.009+08:00

The bro turns 21 and the chick turns 17.

I wanted to do individual birthday posts for them both, but I (AINT LAZY) decided to do one since they born in the same date right, Right.

Lexie ♥ Happy 17th birthday !

Such beautiful friend eh. We started with a team dancing bananas which their occupation are stalking, and we will end with living together with Dila in South Korea, 하! 하! She is amazing, Dila and I discussed and agreed with that statement. I know your real name la, Paula right! ㅋㅋㅋ Paulexie Paula Petera Park Ha-neul (rofl triple P), 생일 축하합니다 ! 당신이 원하는 것을 얻을 것이다, 왜냐하면 난 그렇게 말했다 ~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ^O^ because 내가, *sings Genie* Im genie for your world 하하하하 :P 사랑 해, 진짜, 정말 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Failed Korean -____-

지용 ♥ Happy 21st birthday !

His name is G G G G baby baby, GD GD baby baby. 마찬가지로 무엇을 말했지만, 포커스 and

멈추지 말고. Hence, you will get what you expected and want. 단어가 다른 사람의 입으로 나오는 신경 쓰지 마세요, 모두 당신이 할 필요가있다, 포.커.스. You can do this, because 난 널 믿어, 난 널 믿어 and 난 널 믿어. 파이팅, 권 지용. 생일 축하합니다.

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We just had a farewell formal party for seniors. Check out our prefects' blog or my Facebook for the pictures. Not in the mood to blog about that because the Heartbreaker is back. He can breathe, but I cant.

♫ Kwon Ji Yong - Heartbreaker
`You ain't in the game, You're just cheerleaders.` - CL

#137: Take me to the Sun.

2009-08-12T10:43:00.005+08:00

and this, will be my most favorite track out of the other songs in his solo album.
Welcome back to the Korean Music industry, Jiyong.

Te echo de menos.

~~SHINee's Scar HQ version needed, now.~~ someone granted my wish.
SHINee back to Korea, now.
Close school, now.
Wild Bunny episode 4 with subs, now.
Wild Bunny episode 5 release, now.
14th of August, now.
18th of August, now.

이들은 제 소원입니다,

그들을 부여? 제발, genie of my world.

♫ SM Town boys - Seaside hyugaeso
Arroohaaa This is SM Town from Kooorriiiiaaaa. Sha-la-la-la-la. Shit, I forgot all my usernames and passwords for the forums I've joined. 2PM, SFI, Soompi, My-FTI, YG Ladies, YGBB. Shit.

소년이여, Heartbreaker, Breathe, Butterfly, Hello, Gossip man, Korean Dream, What’s up, She’s Gone, Hollow, 1년 정거장.

권지용, 돌아오셨군요!
당신은 최고입니다,
난 당신을 걸었는지. 하하하하
어쨌든, 포커스 and 멈추지 말고.

Loves.

#136: Genies of my world, please grant my wishes. Loves.

2009-08-09T17:12:00.013+08:00

His smile is sweet as candy
and makes me forget to breathe
How many times, must I fall for him?

- Candy Man

Goodbye stages started on Friday, I wasnt interested in any of their goodbye stages except for the last one. Because I know I SHOULD participate at least one goodbye stage of theirs, as a SHINee World. Time flies like -insert random words here IDK-, its just like they just did their comeback stage yesterday and now they are doing GOODBYE stage.

Bias, is strictly bias. I dont like the Japanese culture food is another story stfu, or maybe they killed my ancestors so I hate them. I hate every single thing there, even the music. Sue me man, sue me. K the truth is I hated it when TVXQ went to Japan and not being active in the Korean music industry like they used to be. Yes you cant have two things in the same time, but you see I like Korean pop songs and not Japanese lyric-ed songs AND I like the band too. So I decided to betray TVXQ as a loyal Cassie and converted myself to a, I dont know, a VIP or a Primadonna or something. You might wonder, who cares whether they are in Japan or Korea or Africa as long as TVXQ sings plus I dont know a thing about the languange. All I can say is : Bias, is bias.

what on Earth am I ranting about man. I dont even understand a word I said up there. Tell me if you understand ugh. I need an explaination.

Even Big Bang is in Japan. SHINee is now going there. Fuck it okay. Snap it out.

This is cute. Key is sex, when he started singing. Keybummie is always sexy anyways. Taec, as a Beast Idol is doing great 8D Wooyoung is just plain cute and Taem is gorgeous. Oh MC Mong, okay he is there.

This is very distracting, so does the person in the background. I should buy the hairband I saw in Mid Valley just now, its something like Key's ! T^T Oh, and Stephanie spotted a `Juliette bracelet` costs RM 119 + Seriously its spelled as J U L I E T T E not Juliet! But its too expensive.
c: soompi

Whatever it is, SHINee 파이팅! All the best in Japan. I will be here waiting for the comeback stage k. while hopping around with the 2PM wild bunnies ;D

♫ SHINee - Senorita
거짓말처럼 반해버렸다 아 바보같이. 나의 세뇨리따.

안녕 샤이니들 ~ 난 자네 보스 오전 ㅋㅋㅋ *^_^*
Annyeong SHINee ~ Im your boss kekeke

난 너희들이보고 싶을 것이다 언제부터 일본에,
I will miss you when you're in Japan,
얌전히! 일본 소녀 사랑에 빠지지 말라, 제발 T^T
Behave! Dont fall in love with Japanese girls, please T^T
아니면, 난 당신을 속이는 것.
Or else, I will cheat on you man.

농담 아니에요. :P
I aint kidding :P

당신이 나를 사랑해야만이, 전용!!!
You can only love me, ONLYY!!!

사랑합니다 ^^
I love you ^^
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

D I L A

Thanks for being here in plurk all the time honey. For real, I want to hug you T^T I know its not like you're not gonna online or what but, going online and spazz along with you + Lexie and the others is like my habit. Seriously, Im glad that I added you as a FRIEND, not a FAN. Its so happy to, you know, KNOWING you. You know I love you. ♥ ps: i made the icons k ^^

#135: Love is a riddle.

2009-08-08T00:26:00.017+08:00

How I wish I was the one who captured this ♥

C: weareshing.com + tagged on picture

SHINee Quiz @ Soompi from Dila. I was all hyped up and decided to do this quiz once I saw `onenightstand` with SHINee member~~(s)~~. Okay Okay.

CHOOSE 5 SHINee MEMBERS TO BE YOUR :

♠ Best Friend
Minho. Yes, Choi Minho. I like quiet and calm boys, cruel ones are lovable too. I like Lee Hyuk-soo kind of guy, and the rest of Nuthang crew teehee. No thanks to those annoy + tease girls as entertainment kind of boys please. That aint cool. Minho and I can play badminton together ? :D I am waiting for a guy like this to teach me basketball. By the way, both him and I support Chelsea. Plus when girls annoy him I can act as his girlfriend and I can request him to act as my boyfriend for a day sometimes when Im bored. Best friend with Bulka Charisma? Please and hell yeah.

♠ One Night Stand
I think I should just keep this to myself. Guess if you want, the clue and hint are very obvious to me. *points* He is a blend of cuteness and sexyness. I ... always fall for him. He is not as ... charismatic as Minho yet not that bubbly~~talkative~~ as Key. He is just right in the middle of them, just right. I will marry him if he proposes to me, for real.
More than one night please?

♠ Husband/Life Partner
Key. I believe in love at first sight. This boy is my destiny, my soul mate. Im developing the habit of chewing gum since he said he likes girls who chew gum. Im trying to be as mysterious and fashionable these days since he said hes interested in fashion and mysterious type of girl. Yes Im changing just to please him. Im this vain and that in love with Key. Dont, please dont stop me, cause I just wont. STFU GTFO.

♠ Brother :
Taem. He is my twin *winks* He borns 3 days before me and that makes me his dongsaeng. Snap it with the whole `noona very pretty` concept okay. Dongsaengs are always prettier than noonas. Deep inside I know you boys like girls younger than you, be honest you dont lie to me. He can teach me Maths and Add Maths like he did in the THJ sitcom. Hmm, I think I'll hang out more often with my best friend than my brother anyways.
OMG that E.via's `Oppa nan hae doo dae` song is stuck in my head, that song is dirty rofl. 태민 오빠 나 해도돼 ? ;D

♠ Acquitance :
- Knowledge of a person acquired by a relationship less intimate than friendship.
FUCK YOU MAN. PLEASE NOT ONLY ACQUITANCE WITH SHINEE T^T But if you insist, I think I'll choose Jjong. Well, I dont really like him until now. Probably its because of the whole `first impression` thing. Its okay that I just KNOW him than getting close with him. Since Im Taemin's dongsaeng, Key's yeobo, Onew's onenightstand-er, Minho's best friend ;D We'll be close in no time Jonghyun. No doubt that he can sing well - Please Dont Go second chorus is win kkk. Jjong I love you. Im just a little bit caught in the middle *winks*

&&&&

You're like a sugar bomb, and no harm will come if we just skip along. Telepathy k, was going to sleep yesterday but decided to check out Twitter before I offline. And I saw Junho's update in 5 seconds time. Twitter was being a total bitch yesterday, I had to sign in and out only can update and reply to his tweets. and check out his pre-debut ~~and nude~~ pictures. Emma Paewhee Lexie Tiffany and I had a decent chat with Junho just now. *grins* Too bad Dila went to sleep early D:

Who will be the next to update. Wooyoung? Jay and Taec plz ;DD

♫ Clazziquai - Tell Yourself
Tic, stop, tic, tic, play, stop, stop, I, stop, tic, tic, I, I, I, tell me why, tic, stop, tic, tic, ~~play~~, stop, stop, I, stop, tic, tic, I, I, I. Tell yourself to be myself. The sun is hot in the sky, just like a giant spotlight.

#134: Too fast to live, too young to die.

2009-07-21T17:35:00.007+08:00

Im no longer fifteen ♥

The girls threw me a surprise birthday party, during Moral lessons. Teacher wasnt in class cause he'll be leaving the school joy to the world. Cheese cake and chocolate cake. Pictures later because they are not with the camera man for every single event that happen around us, well thats me. I have the most awesome-st and best-est friends ever, true that ♥♥ You people know who you are *hugs* They are always there for me, gone through lows and highs, left and right. 사랑해친구 ♥ 영원히. failed korean Oh yeah you people still owe me birthday presents eh, bring me to Super Junior's Super Show 2 live in Malaysia 2009 then.

Thank you people for making an effort to wish me on and before my birthday *hugs*
Stephanie, Phernee, Zoe, Chimun, Leeyin, I bet my girls are the masterminds of the surprise birthday erm, ceremony. and Pet Soc presents.
Dila (and this and Facebook) for actually making a post to wish me and Im under her best friend tag in her blog wtfftw ;D and on Facebook. My spazzing partner, husband exchanging for one night partner, my best friend. I will fucking rape Key one day I swear to God. Will not lose my virginty to anyone but to Key only Key. *nodsnods* LIKE YOU ;D
Lexie for wishing me on Plurk and Twitter ♥ and allows me to stare at Onew's naked body for like, 5 seconds. She said 1 second only at first, but the other 4 seconds is my birthday present teehee. ILY ♥♥♥
My sayang, Reora. ♥ Tiffany too ♥ for calling me crazy and the head of discipline omg I cant stand it when they call me that ehheheeee
Zen (and this) : Aww how sweet you Donghae-look-alike. Another 2 years and I can drive yeah.
Paewhee: Serious woh wei we go SuShow2 together ;D
Jo Azman Kheechun Xinmei Pohyee Munyee and Stephanie's mother for wishing me via sms-ing.
Megan Iskandar Veenzhen Amanda Xuans Zen Josef for giving me a cupcake in Pet Soc Erika a KyuMin for bday present Suwern Shalla
Samantha Casandra Lingyean Justine Phuikei Jacqueline Elyssa for hugging me in public Elynna for giving me those brownies that she can sell them for RM3 a box Yuetnam Alicia Catherine Tzetheng Seakyin Kausar Farah Pn. Koay Xiaoxuan Xiaojinn Dad Mom Tzenyoong Aunt Uncle my school for choosing me to be the Head of Discipline and those who signed the card ♥

Erm thats it I guess.

Almost half of them wrote `bananakhun` on the card rofl. I think I should change my Plurk display name back to that.

My birthday present from Stephanie ♥ She knows what I like she knows what I want, well almost. Keys and locks accessories.

Minhwan ♥ from Narina eonnie. pretty eh with the I LOVE VIVIENNE on it bwaahahaha. Cross&Change, Im so gonna buy that album. I saw Rock Prince at Victoria MC that day, but I didnt bring enough money after buying Romeo and Sorry sorry version C rofl haha. Will launch the FTIsland love again.

♫ SHINee x Lady Gaga - Amigo Dance remix
Its better than the original version of songs. SuShow2 ♥♥ counting down. Chelsea come to Malaysia okay, I want a blue tee-shirt harhar. Okay I was wearing my pj pants in the picture, bunnies ;D and check out my toe nails. I look long eh.

#133: How do I get closer to you?

2009-07-19T11:24:00.004+08:00

Election ceremony for prefects. Im the Head of Discipline 2009/2010 officially.

2009/2010 incoming board members ♥ We will rock the school. Check out the other pictures too yo

Bon Odori 2009

Taem's bday ♥♥♥ Happy belated birthday my twin. My birthday is near too ;D

♫ Super Junior - Sorry Sorry R&B remix version on SuShow2
What? SuJu is coming to M'sia for SuShow2 woah *0* Will have dinner with Xiaojinn's family later to celebrate our birthday, 21st and 23rd of July ♥♥♥♥

#132: Like a hard candy with a surprise center

2009-07-09T16:55:00.003+08:00

c:me - vivienne. bananakhun. whatever

Sports carnival right just now,
Im tired and bored, yes bored. No one's on Plurk, not even Stephanie, Lexie, Kyra, OMG D: and How am I supposed to tweet when the people are not here tell me -_____________-

I've joined netball, well obviously thats my game pppfffttt I go to school for that okay, tug-of-war, just for fun ;D since everyone joined and volleyball, they told me that Im in after they wrote my name without telling me.

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I went home with 3 medals anyways :P

One bronze, two silvers. Lol like in the picture. Silver for tug-of-war and volleyball. This was my second or first or third time playing volleyball okay, I think I did well in serving ;D But the bruises on my hand, so scary can, Im always disgusted with myself whenever I look at my hand (plurk-:&-emoticon) 24:25, we lost by one set to Blue house and got second, so close to gold medal. Ugh, but still the Reds did their best, yeah ;D Jacqueline Justine Casandra Fatihah Divya yeah !

OMG TUG-OF-WAR WAS LIKE BURNING HELL. I fucking volunteered myself to stand in the first one, I was out of my mind I just know it I didnt know what was I doing by then shoot me. Xiaojinn told me that Jason thought I dropped dead when we won the first round cause I dropped lied on the field. `VIVIENNE DIE ALREADY AH ?!` PPPFFFFTTTT. Hey it was tough okay <_< One, two, pull.

When each person can only join one event, tug-of-war is an exceptional. We were so worry about the clashing of time of our games. Divya asked me for like the third time `what if the time clash` I did not answer her for consecutive three times cause I do not know what the hell should I do -_- haha. Pn. Tan was such a bitch, `I will disqualify you people for joining two games.` Go and die la you, stupid popping balloon woman. She fucking asked me to hold a balloon and pop it IN MY FACE, during teachers' day. Ci bai.

Netball. Lol bronze medal, dont wanna talk about this. Probably Im too into this game. I suck at this today. But they've done it well today, go Blue house.

Was super hungry after the whole thing, plus I did not eat before the games had a cup of rice tea before going to school, went to the canteen and had a burger + fried squid with Steph and Pher. Okay Im rotting in hell like, for real. My hips, my hands, my thigs, my shoulder, my neck, every single body part ache. I need a full body massage. Oh btw, I cut my long ~~pretty~~ toe nails because they hurt me during games and removed the red nail polisher D: cause they look ugly in short toe nails. BOO. H1N1 please come to our school. Daddy is giving me 50 for each medal 8D I think Im too eager to win, but who the fuck doesnt? So I dont blame myself for being rude to my players during the game, but still, sorry ((:

♫ Katy Perry - Thinking Of You
Oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes, cause I'd like to stay.

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Should I watch SGB repeat on KBSW at 11.20 later or should I sleep? But Minho will wink at me D:

#131: And make them all my souvenirs.

2009-07-02T16:55:00.003+08:00

C:soompi&hyunjae'scyworld

Well you just dont know how much I love you. Im doing all this because I do mind, because I care.

#130: 솜사탕 손에 핀 아이

2009-06-20T13:19:00.003+08:00

~~*picture*~~ ~~will be up once the comp is off crack.~~

Prefects' camp yesterday was the bomb! The spot check session, treasure hunt, prefect's teeshirt. Alright this is out of no where but Azman, Amirah, Elynna saw ghost in our school, in the surau of the highest floor in Block A -_- and Azman used girls' toilet haha. They said it was like a flash, the thing flew too quickly they cant see it properly lmao. My legs were trembling when Amirah was telling what happened to them. Its dead scary okay. So we discussed about this in Plurk just now, I asked Azman whether the 'flash' they saw was Nabi Muhammad s.a.w Allah or malaikat and all lol XD Back to the point, even the food this year is better XD The banana cake during tea break was awesome haha. We had spaghetti, pizza, wedges, orange drink and ice-cream for dinner. After dinner was the time that us form fours feared through out the half of the year, speech. I did not eat much, I felt the butterflies and moths inside my stomach. (k i know, moths haha. because Casandra was like 'omg butterflies' while rubbing her stomach waiting for her turn to give the speech. I was like, 'yeah butterflies, moths' and points at my stomach PPPFFFTTT lame) Out of 5 people, 3 people mentioned my name in the speech. The sweetest was Azman's speech, he read all of our form fours' names out and said 'they are my best friend.' Im freaking touched :)) damn yu -_- and Elyssa's. Haha she was like, 'Vivienne said that Im optimistic, and she likes it. AND charisma.'

My speech was screwed by adding spontaneous changes, fuck it D: like,

• Im Vivienne Chong, erm I hurt my finger *shows middle finger wrapped in bandage, lol not the FUCK YOU handsign okay -_-* well anyways ...
• I want to be the best prefect that this school ever has, this sounds funny....

FUCK IT IM SCREWED. Im supposed to be strict and formal while giving the speech

---_________________________________________---

Nevermind, some form ones came up to me and asked how to spell my name after that *O*

♫ Kyuhyun - 7 Years of Love
I fell and my finger is swollen. It looks like a minisausage now. I love my school life :)) for real. Im feeling it.

#129: 꿈

2009-06-15T21:54:00.007+08:00

c:me - vivienne. bananakhun. whatever

I hate going to school, fuck it. Its making me cry, its driving me crazy. I hate my prefect job so damn much, I didnt even know about this. I thought I loved it. I hate my school uniform too, its suffocating me. I hate my school, its so fugly. Oh yeah, today was just the first day of school. The only thing that cheered me up today was Moral teacher miscalled Munhoo as Minho during class. Stephanie and I were like, OH SHINEE MINHO. Fuck it, its still fangirling.

...

I think I read too many school based fanfics ugh. I need time to get used to school life. Stfu, please. So what Im unofficially 16 Im going to graduate from high school. There is no such thing as got used to school life. Hi this is my screwed up life. I dont know how to fucking fix it. How great - emo indie rock songs playing, fuck the world, ftw. Im emo so what.

Its not that dark outside, I just turn off the lights.

#128: 멜로디로 남아

2009-06-14T14:34:00.004+08:00

c: soompi+hyunjae'scyworld

I do not know what my title means, its a song title of Han Hee-jeong's album. The song which Kim Jong-wan of Nell featured in. I miss Nell and Epik High, release something new stupid. Nell is exception because they are serving military services but Tablo, you stupid despo. Do something, make it fast ugh or else I will fucking fall harder for the hottie in the picure above and his bandmates. What remixing the human soul or whatever shit is it. Stop twittering and force people to follow you. Work hard on your new album and reply my twitter for God's sake ugh PPPFFFTT. Korean indie rock is growing on me, no. It grew on me long time ago.
~~bebacktoeditgtg~~

Bye colored nails. I feel like I've failed my life. I've got loads of plans for this holidays but it ended in a blink of an eye and I did nothing. Well except for one goal, I've reached Plurk Nirvana PPFT. Today is the last day of it already. I have A LOT of unfinished folios, projects and assignments yet Im still sitting in front of the screen, blogging and plurking. Yes plurking for like almost 12 hours, or shall I say, spazzing over latest performances or pictures of SHINee. Its addictive and fun. But its just a waste of time, I realized long time ago okay shut the fuck up. I can not stop, I do not want to stop, and I shall continue to do it too. The sky is the limit, so I guess there will be one tiny little cozy place that fits me.

ps: Dila, Kyra, Lexie, thanks for existing. I will definitely plurk on weekends and stalk you people. Throwing lovesss to you all, catch ! Erika, Hazel, Min (yeah you :P), LMAO PAEWHEE EOMMA ((: *hugs*

fuck its like im dying -___________________- ~~k shall zip my mouth now and think of reasons to delay the projects' pass up date lmao~~

Nowplaying: Mate - 난 너를 사랑해

#127: I can know what you wanna say,

2009-06-13T12:23:00.004+08:00

just by kissing you ♥

OH HAI DILA. THESE THINGS, ARE FOR YOU BEING A GOOD GIRL STUDYING FOR EXAMS. study well and get good grades. Minho will give you special services and presents 8D I've already talked to him eheeh. view here hai i resized this pict ccz the original one is freaking huge lmao

c: picts - weareshining vid - youtubelmaowtfbbq

#126: I need a title.

2009-06-12T13:10:00.007+08:00

Younha's Gee on repeat, AGAIN.

SHINeedreamyesterday wasfreakingawesome thepost haha its in plurk lmao

Alright anyhoooooo,

HAI PEOPLE GOOGLE SHINEE, RECOGNIZE THEIR FACES AND TRY THIS.

or erm, if you wanna do it another way round ;D

Jonghyun / Minho / Let's get lost tonight.
Key / Minho / Crazy hyungs
Taemin / Jonghyun / HELP! DONGHAE ABDUCTED ONYOO!!
Jonghyun / Key / And he's wearing girlpants. for real. girlpants.
Key / Taemin / SEX MAKES BABIES?! WILL I GET PREGNANT?
Minho / Taemin / Taemin
Minho / Jonghyun / Llamas? they're obviously alpacas.
Key / Minho / Call me king!
Minho / Taemin / Let's play nurse!
Onyoo / Jnghyun / Onyuu
Key / Onyoo / Jonghyun
Jonghyun / Key / Puberty
Jonghyun / Minho / Trashy novels

This is way awesome than Hyuk's `Im long` OH NOEZ WAIT. That pwns everything shorryshhorry 8D

#125: My heart is beating too fast.

2009-06-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

Pictures will do the talking 8D Because I forgot what happened ppppffffttt. Pictures are in random order. Why ? Because I forgot what happened.

Yeah shutup. Marry-Go-Round are for toddlers so what :P We had fun snatching moving horses from them/

HAI THERE MINI DOUGHNUTS 8D *nom nom nom* Pretty eh. 6 in a pack, I ate one before taking pictures and Steph had a bite haha.

Mini cubes. Its very amusing when you do not have anything to do. For example, waiting for rides and when mom is nagging. Its not mini doughnuts mind you, not edible.

FUN CART WAS THE BEST DAMN THING EVER. I AM A PRO DRIVER GTFO.

Ferris wheel. Boring. So I did this ...

Haha, and I wrote [ KIM KEY ♥ ] too X3 Lazy to upload that one.

Back at hotel while halfway playing to put our dolphins *refer below* cz we got no free space in our bags D: Its heaven when your toes are rotting. True, the pain. I quote Stephanie, 'Hotel Sweet Hotel' PPPPFFFFTTT FAILZ

WRONG PICTURE SHOOORY SHOOORY. ROFLMAOWTFBBQ *0*

We won dolphins (XIAHJUNSUBWAAHHAA) I won 3 Steph won 1, by throwing tokens randomly into the circle with different sizes. I want the medium size one but I kept winning mini dolphins (plurk-annoyed-emoticon) There are so many people holding medium size dolphins walking around the theme park ugh. Damn you. Lol plzdonotstareatthepictureformorethan10seconds. filthymind. Alright, intially the blue dolphines are gang raping the pink one yeah 3 top 1, obvious. Lol need more to say the pink one is female and the blues are male. ITS A DIFFERENT STORY WHEN IT COMES TO DIVAKEY :3

THIS, I kept throwing tokens but I just cant win the medium size dolphin plushie (which is huge too do not get why is it medium size. probably the large one is gigantic ?!) LOL and the worker thar, wanted to see my palm so I showed him. Guess what he said, 'OH MIZZ, YOU GOT NO LUCK NAOZ' lol what the banana fuck ? face was shown. then he continues, 'YOUR LUCK COMEZ TO YU AFTER YU'RE MARRIED' PFFFFT KTHXBAIZ.

See the dolphins at the background 8D LOL BTW WAS A TOTAL FAILURE WHEN WE WENT DOWNSTAIRS FOR BREAKFAST. I forgot to wear my glasses. PPPPFFFFFTTT. I was all dizzy and blind haha.

This stupid girl here made me addicted to Rubik's cube, HA JI MAN (!!!!! lol but, ), do not want to know how to complete it cause its so complicating (plurk-annoyed-emoticon) so I'll just stick with patterns ;D Lol me do not want to take picture with Stephanie while listening to mp3 and reversing the patterns back Im great haha.

lol motion sick *feels dizzy*

We both have failed faces. STFU.

HEYHEY TDB FTW.

HAI THERE. HAW R YU.

♥ Younha's version of Gee on repeat for the past 6 hours.

#125: No no no no no.

2009-06-11T12:21:00.004+08:00

Younha's Gee cover, jazz-y and R&B kinda version is on repeat. Not as ~~annoying~~noisy as the original one. Covers are always better than originals, in my opinion, stupid.

DIVAKEY IS PRETTIER THAN YOU, ALL OF YOU. STFU GTFO, NAOZ. UGH. STUPID. omg shietz this gif is freaking me out. do not accept the fact that Key is a girl disguise as man, guy, boy (?!!) lol at the manly watch, its black. its not pink Key, pink.

#123: I cant breathe properly.

2009-06-10T22:46:00.003+08:00

Key's doll, obvious ♥

Damn it not in the spazzing mood. This nor this cant cheer me up either, fuck those moodswings.

sorry Dila honey D: I think I pissed you off right just now .. ? sorry I did not do that on purpose. blame the moodswings D<

#122: Even though I hate this.

2009-06-07T22:17:00.004+08:00

Korean radio programs are addictive, Kiss The Radio. Its like, a step closer to TeukHyuk ((: DNW to blog about SHINee's Inkigayo cause they did not win lmao but the outfits, WIN. Minho's sexy back. and Heechul bwahahahahahhahahaah you failz. K. Key, I effing love you. Do not care what other people say about your, erm, hair.

~~Mrs. Choi~~ ~~sorry to say this, I WANNA SPEND A NIGHT WITH MINHO. Mind borrowing~~ 8D

BWAHHAHAHA, LMAOWTFBBQROFL perverts -_- This is why I loved plurk so much.

lol thanks Azman for ruining my day. I totally forgot about the folio we form 4 prefects have to do. Its for our posts in prefect's board 2009/2010 year. for Godsiwon's sake (plurk-annoyed-emoticon)

is going to Genting Heights with Stephy soooooonnnnnn 8D its just us two quality time spending yay *D*

#121: Too bad that you do not know my love for you.

2009-06-06T02:06:00.006+08:00

Go, follow the sun. No one really knows which way to run. Im gonna follow, my sun.

MYK - Follow The Sun

OMG SHINEE WON , 1ST PLACE :P
pictures are from Dila's plurk mind you.

Priceless moment (: Cant believe that they beat SuJu and snatch the trophy from their hyungs right after the first comeback stage performance. I didnt expect this too, its just too shocking. Just like Nichkhun's Mnet Scandal fake girlfriend was Kim Bummie's ex. Hmm well this is for example lol. I am actually waiting for a really HD or HQ or whatever non LQ comeback performance video. The ones in YouTube are either not in sync or hillariously LQ ugh, except for the waiting room one and the getting first place Key's mouth was rounder than an O one. LQ videos are _______ cant find an adjective. That is why I cant notice Onew's new teeth 8D I love the way that the boys react after knowing about their victory. ~~SHINee pwned SuJu this week bwahahah~~ Jonghyun was cute, I mean cute, like a puppy roflmfao. I think hes crying too much but AWWWWWWWW, first place right after first comeback stage. Your sweat, tears, Onew's tooth, staying up late at night writing Juliette's lyrics in 5 hours, ((((((((: Cry Jonghyun, CRY. Minho was charming and adorable as usual, bulka charisma. Key did not stand up among his members (lol like hes the leader-sshi PPPPFFFFTTTT), he failz in life thanks to his cap and not-well-dyed-hair-anymore hair. He is freaking blond (!!!!!!) but I still love you baby ♥ Taemin ? Go and die for wearing those blue cons, not acting your age and dances better than your hyungs (plurk-annoyed-emoticon)

Minho (: and Hyuk face.

Awwww Jonghyun starts to cry *pushes Kangin away and hugs Hyunnie, then gives chocolate milk*

lol try not to stare too long at the second picture, spot Minho or whoever's constipated face bwahaha evil thinking go away, must.

after that was Kiss The Radio with Teuk and Hyuk. when dorks meet dorkier dorks (:

*I dont like my crappy network, TVants, PPStream, the cable network which worked in IE but its fucking lag, and KBS 2TV for not letting me watch MuBank live. Thank you. Youtube I love you.

Its 2.14 now, feelslikeinsomnia. Wordkill is on repeat playlist, and until I fall asleep. Like what I've said, Epik High is the worst medicine to cure insomnia. Wheesung's Insomnia is just, a pop song lol

Mom will wake up and shoo me back to my room anytime D:

#120: I met my Romeo.

2009-06-04T16:39:00.010+08:00

He was this tall, this cute, this handsome. I love him, please dont tell me that Im wrong its all in vain. I dont like listening to rubbish. Get lost.

SUJU PLEASE DONT COME TO MALAYSIA FOR SUPER SHOW 2. I BEG YOU lol I decided NOT to do the survey anymore because its long, although Paewhee already told me its long but I said thats the fun part of doing it. I dont think so now rofl. Alright, havent been blogging since I've found Plurk. Its like the best thing to communicate with human and non-humans, pwned MSN ; D lmao anything pwns MSN, even Skype.
I cant wait for SHINee's Juliette comeback stage tomorrow 8D Sensed the colorfulness of their clothes. I do not know why most of the people hated colorful things. There were so many criticizing comments about them looking gay and shit. Go and die. & Onew's new tooth. BWAHAHHAHA I know its bad and mean to laugh at poor him falling and rolling down the stairs, but my first action when I saw the news was laugh lol Everything he does, Onew sangtae. Key looks like a freaking 25 y/o with his gray contact lens and well dyed hair I like 8D Taemin doesnt look like a born 3 days before me 16 y/o brat with those blue cons. Go and die.

PC crashed, got a new one. Changed skin, a simple one ( : But I want something like CYWorld. (refer to this plz kthx) Found some but Im so lazy to edit those mother fucking html codes. Must resist D ; Press the play button ! Its Wordkill by Epik High. whooo ! lol please refer to Stephanie's blog for what I've done on the first day of 2 stinky weeks of holidays.

. . .

I got nothing to blog about.

#119: Somniloquy

2009-06-03T23:24:00.001+08:00

Epik high is the worst medicine to cure insomnia.

#118: Just because

2009-05-14T17:24:00.004+08:00

Oh when you tell me you love me When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire My dry lips wear out
Even when I'm born again It's still only you

Romeo

#117: Andante

2009-04-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'LL BE GETTING MY GLOBAL WARNING DVD ON WEDNESDAY. The delivery guy is not lovable D; He called me at around 8 in the morning and messaged me at around 10. What the heck la.

#116: Give me a call.

2009-04-19T17:55:00.008+08:00

Back from Pahang, yeah. I had sick group members and a rotten leader. Well, this is where the climax of the camp occurred so yeah I enjoyed the camp a lot. ~~I AM THE NICHKHUN OF THE CAMP.~~ Read their blogs for more details, I am strictly not going to blog about the camp cause its just a waste of time.

&..

warning:pict spam down there.Hins' Moving Magical Concert straight right after the camp, Xiaojinn Seakyin and I were all at the VIP seats. Which was very close to him, he flew kisses to us ONLY US, stared at us, smiled at useverybody and waved at us. I hate myself for not charging my camera and memorize the lyrics. Pictures below not in order. I paste them randomly.

this picture is taken after the concert, when almost everybody left. Its weird to see the face is blurred and the body is perfectly, erm, un-blurred. I seriously hate my camera. I will get a DSLR soon.

FUCK YES. I WAS THIS CLOSE TO THE CHINA BOY ;D

He sang a short version of 'Blessings' unplugged version, during the impromptu encore which is 8 to 10 minutes after the well-prepared encore because WE REFUSED TO LEAVE HELL YES. He had to attend the celebration party so he was kind enough to sing HOW I LOVE YOU BOYYYYYY. I was the only one who stood on the chair when he came out. Imagine my obviousness people. I was shocked when everyone screamed, he came out from no where without any, erm, signals, yeah. This song is not performed throughout the concert. He did not perform most of his hit songs, but Im satisfied cause he sang 'Guo Yun Yu' with piano. 'Under the Blossom Tree' (樱花树下) and 'His Story' (他的故事) are as great as well. He even sang to Micheal Wong, Fish Leong and Nicholas Teoh's songs. I got freaking annoyed I slept and I fell asleep.

This is when he went down to the audiences. I rushed out and stood on the chair, again. haha.

Baby wearing pink. He was so flirtatious that night, he danced like a bitch. Like seriously, those girly girly dance moves. When he came out with pink I was like 'WOAH THIS GIRL HERE IS THE BOMB.' I kept staring at his crotch. The triangle shape is very obvious, so I cant keep my eyes off it. Its just soo attractive. Haha I sound like some pervy girl sahaje. This is the best picture taken through out the night.

See, look how he poses when he sings. This boy cannot be saved anymore. Let him be like this way until the day he dies.

Dramatic dramatic. Singing to 'Lost in Omotesando' (迷失表参道) This is how you sing a very dreamy and fancy song ;D by touching here and there whoo.

Alright, long story about this. I can talk about this until tomorrow morning. When the openning melody of 'Cruel Love' (酷爱) playing, the three of us stood up and started swaying to the music because this is the only interesting song to me haha. So the people behind us were forced to stand up because we've already blocked their view. I bet they were as happy as us too. His fansclub were sitting down while his not very great fans standing and cheering for him. Hins ignored us at first, I kept shouting recklessly and sing-along, with the wrong lyrics and the chorus part cause thats all I know. After that, he came staring at our direction and flew kisses, waved at us and bow to us. Moreover, refer to the picture above HE POINTED AT US AND SMILED. Yeah I managed to took it down but his face is &*!H!HS*!@NZQO(&. So we screamed and sat down after the song. Look at his crotch ;)

I've bought 'My 1st Collection' album, an official concert T-shirt and a phone strap. At first I took 'Urban Emotion', which is his 4th or 3rd album. It was the last one there, but Seakyin suggested to exchange it to 'My 1st Collection' cause it has 2 cds and 1 DVD while 'Urban Emotion' has 1CD and a DVD respectively. So I changed cause the price of two albums are the same. But I regretted already D; I so want 'Urban Emotion' !!

VIP BABY. CAN SOMEONE WIN ME FISH LEONG'S CONCERT TICKETS ;D

#116: Im greater than great, you're faker than fake.

2009-04-17T06:54:00.005+08:00

music playing: Again&Again - 2PM

I want more HQ pictures of ~~Khun~~2PM. Leadership camp later, Karak, Pahang. Im bringing Nichkhun along. I'll screw my computer once I've finished downloading the album and mv. Its being bitchy like our Maths teacher and total failure. Cannot even upload one single picture in 5 seconds like it used to. Ugh, digusted.

Again & Again.

10점 !

Bye BB off to Karak ♥

#115: This is to everything that you are.

2009-04-11T13:22:00.004+08:00

I shall start doing my homework then ;D

#114: The people you love will be the people that loves you too.

2009-03-18T18:15:00.004+08:00

I quote Stephanie, blog is useless when you found Plurk.

And how could you not love a friend who said this, How to get a Vivienne. Firstly add Cursing and Bad words. And then Divided by Korean Addiction and Times the number of husbands she has.

And the people who gossip.

I had found the people I love the most :3

-

How can you resist boys like him, Jung Eui-chul.

shall be back to edit, cause i dont wanna bookmark the link nor lost it.

#113: We all did it for love.

2009-03-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

Her picture resembles my Facebook picture haha. Did she just copy me or what. Sue me SM !! :P

1. Real Name:
Vivienne Chong

2. Nickname(s):
Ji-enne. Kimchi. XiiAo0 3nNezxszx

3. Age:
16

4. Zodiac Sign:
Cancer

5. Male of Female:
Female

6. Elementary:
Kuen Cheng 1

7. Middle School:
Desa Perdana

8. High School:
It will be the same.

9. College:

10. Hair Colour:
Fluorescent green.

11. Long or Short:
Short

12. Loud or Quiet:
Upon loud.

13. Sweats or Jeans:
Naked yeah.

14. Phone or Camera:
Camera will be better.

15. Health Freak:
Haha

16: Drink or Smoke:
Both.

17: Do you have a crush on someone:
Yes. Woah what a number.

18. Eat or Drink:
I swallow things.

19. Piercings:
A pair.

20. Tattoos:
Feel like getting it.

21. Social or Anti-Social:
I find my social life interesting when I anti social.

Currently
22. Eating:
nah.

23. Drink:

24. Excitement Level:
Tired. Im gonna watch Sorry Sorry mv for another 20 times before I go to bed.

25. I'm about to: turn off my computer.
Lay on my bed and watch Sorry Sorry mv for 25 times. Thats it.

26. Listening to:
Monster - Super Junior

27. Careers in Mind?:
Hurh hurh. Kim Key's whore. Dentist. Counselor. Journalist. Coordinator. Photographer. Dunno la.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like
28. Lip or Eyes:
HAR ?! Both la. It'll be weird if one of them missing right. Right.

29: Romantic or Funny:
Still I have romantic in my heart.

30: Shorter of taller:
The taller the better.

31: Protective or Caring?:
Woah. I like both 8D

Truthfully
Is there someone you would want to be with right now?
Yes. A whole bunch of them KYUHYUN FIRST !

Do you believe in God?:
I believe in everything.

#112: It will be me always.

2009-03-10T19:16:00.003+08:00

Happy belated bday to Hong-gi and Jong-hun (: Saranghaeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

I dont always blog about Super Junior so read it. This is so catchy and addictive that you wont stop listening to D; I want the full album to release. I will definitely buy the album. So Khalil Fong's 爱爱爱爱爱 shall be in the second on my to-buy list. ~~Send me the song someone yes.~~ you want it i got it :D End of blogging about Super Junior haha.

#111: Maybe its just me.

2009-03-07T18:51:00.004+08:00

Z-degrees forum is back. I shall now catch up with the trend. Plurking is D; I've bought myself two birthday presents: the Chinese version of New Moon and Eclipse, this is one ; and Big bang Global Warning DVD which has not arrive yet wtf. I want clear quality of 苏丽珍 by Khalil Fong, so I decided to buy his 爱爱爱 album since my computer is lagging I cant download albums D; Wonderland is tempting as well. I dont know which one to buy. I should have bought Wonderland during the fan signing session :\

~~Im downloading Ji-sun, the ex-vocalist of Loveholic solo album. Which is taking 1 hour and 9 minutes, more or less what the fuck.~~ Failed. Shithole.

#110: A world of softspoken beauty.

2009-03-06T15:36:00.005+08:00

Back.

Exams are over. I've failed my life. My Plurk karma is like dirt. Im picking up Boys Over Flowers on ViiKii, its really good :D Im frustrated and tired. I got 10th place in cross country under 18 category. I like jogging now. I want netball training. I want to get rid of homework. I want to hide.

#109: I understand your solitude. I see your shadow.

2009-02-24T20:06:00.005+08:00

I want to get married with Tablo.

#108: Let's rock, don't stop.

2009-02-22T09:33:00.008+08:00

So Sam and I went to Khalil Fong Dai Tong's fan signing. It was upon awesome. Loads of pictures to edit and upload but not now, I shall do the important ones first :)

Was raining yesterday when we reached Sungei Wang. We were running in the rain so romantic until Sam dropped my cardigan and mom gave us a wth face.

There's a couple from China whose currently working in Malaysia, they arent fans of Khalil and they went to almost everyone's fan signing like, Danson Tang, TOR+ and A-mei. The man was kind enough to take pictures of Khalil with his oh-so-expensive-what-12000-?!!!! DSLR camera and he'll send it to me via email. I love China people ! The man is so witty, he kept making me laugh, in Chinese so I had to translate to Sam cause shes a half banana. He took random pictures of people there like the tatoo on the girl whos stood next to Sam, and its like effing high quality. He even took TOR+'s picture damn yeng.

Talk about TOR+, the Thailand piano guy anyone knows ? Sam and I reached Sungei Wang when his fan signing is almost finish, so we had to rush down to see him but damn, we were lost. We were walking in circles only what the fuck. When we found stairs to go down to the lowest floor, the people were cleaning up already and hes gone for good. Diu.

Rotten photography skills.

We were swaying to the music played, of course la Khalil Fong's songs right. There's even reporters from Astro channel 333, the Hokkien one and I still dont know why is the Hokkien channel people interviewing ?! Its not like Khalil singing in Hokkien right? I got interview by them, I'll probably be on TV and we will be on today's newspapers. Sam I show you the pictures tomorrow morning. The reporter asked me stupid questions like why are you here, why do you like him and the most challenging one is -- Can you sing his song? WHAT THE FUCK ?! I kept telling her that I have a bad throat but she doesnt believe. I simply hum and thats it damn nervous I tell you. She interviewed a guy behind me, he sang like hes holding a concert or whatever and hes really good. Damn random all people there including us.

Then tada he appeared. Khalil is damn skinny and tall ! We made eye contact with him. He is more than charming and good looking, just like Yoga. I bet I'll say the same thing too when I've met Onew or whoever. We were in the first row, thats actually not in my plan, I thought we'll be standing like behind behind and behind of the crowd but NO ! First row baby ! and this is why we got to make eye contact with him, mostly Sam la but Khalil stared at me more than you :P We waved like crazy and he smiled at us ! Very obviously its us !! Cause we were like "KHALIL KHALIL DAI TONG DAI TONG LOOK HERE !" I kept shouting omg hes so good looking I bet he heard it. The MC said he'll be singing LOADS of songs but its like 15 minutes only wtf? Liar. Ru Guo Ai, Singalongsong, Wei Ni Xie De Ge + Ai Ai Ai and chit chatting.

We were Singaporeans that night. The MC said that people from Kelantan and Pahang were there too. When she said Singapore Sam and I shouted and Khalil looked at us again XD Yes yes this is tactics. Then people next to us kept asking us omg haha. Khalil must have fell for that already :) We got another guy in the VVIP section to take pictures for us. (yes you boy :D you're more than good looking and charming ! see same level as Yoga and Onew and Khalil already ) I think hes the phone calling winner IDK. I was like, 'OMG OMG I PRAISE YOU WEI THANK YOU !!' haha and obviously, he was shocked. I said boy can take pictures for me ah to him. He looks 2 or 3 years older than me. Am I suppose to call him like that ahhhhhhha. Damn high quality I tell you. I'll upload the pictures once I know his name. Eh boy leave a msg on my tagboard.

I was the first one to go up, among the crowd behind VVIP. A moment I wont forget. The girl infront of me went straight when Khalil stick his hand out to shake with her. Khalil was like all 'what the......heck?' I ~~shouted~~said "EH YOU DONT WANNA SHAKE HANDS WITH HIM?" and turned back to Khalil and said, "I'll shake hands with you :)" when his hand was down and hes amused ! Im so happy omg and I should've squezzzzzzzzed his hand ! After that we got to talk to the girl infront of me who ignored Khalil's hands, from what she mentioned we know that she didnt know about Khalil's hand sticking out.

There this couple whos sitting inside of the restaurant heard us complaining that we should get signed on the lyrics book. So the girl came up to Sam and said, "I can help you sign on the lyrics book :D" Sam was all WOI GOOD WEI and she went. I yelled at her boyfriend to help me but he shook his head, I said I'll pay for your food yet he still shaking his head. So I went up myself HMPH :P I ran under the rain so romantic and the MC said "OH theres somemore who wants to get signed !" well she doesnt remember me haha. The guy next to him saw my autographed CD and pushed away, I skip through him and go up to Khalil and put the lyrics book in front of him. He was all HURH WHAT THE HECK YOU AGAIN and doesnt know what to do SUCH A CUTIE :D So I begged him to sign again, I said please for like 10 times or more. He signed, obviously-.- So happy and the Girlfriend and I lost inside the maze of Sungei Wang whooohoooo. Loads of shops playing Khalil Fong's songs.

I seriously dont like Sungei Wang. Kids there dressed up as adults with those flourescent color bags so annoying lo. Where's the Adidas and Nike all. Then adults were like wearing panties wandering around Sungei Wang while Sam and I look like, aliens with shorts and t-shirts. Oh whatever, Xiao Xiao Chong :D Computer getting slower and slower. lagggggggggg is not cool ! Im posting on Soompi forums to lan c the people there XD

I damn happy when I got this picture. The person next to him pushed my cam away after I snapped the pict. KYYYAAAA 8D

The other pictures : Flickr

For serious details, go Sam's blog :) but I think my post is long enough. will be back to edit for pictures sam i like inside the black hole :D

Btw, PLEASE DO NOT HOTLINK THE PICTURES. SAVE IT AND UPLOAD TO YOUR OWN SERVER. DONT EDIT THE PICTURES, WE SNAPPED IT RIGHT. If you insist doing it, I'll be cursing you until you die. No joke. Leave a comment if your taking, thats more than enough.

adios.

#107: These are the pieces of my youth.

2009-02-21T11:47:00.007+08:00

Livejournal damn slow. Im into Plurk. Addmaths homework is killing me. Blogcrews is addictive. I dont have enough time to waste. My Global Warning hasnt arrive yet. I got tons of homeworks. No more netball games. My computer is sick. I dont have the mood to do homework. Oral test is on Monday. Exam is on 3rd of March. I dont think Im going to Khalil Fong's fan signing later. Livejournal is damn slow for real and I do not know where to get Tablo's English version book in Malaysia.

Everything is DDDDDDDD:

Lucky se7en :D From left, the goal defense, center, goal attack and goal keeper. We lost at quarter final and bye bye to zon bangsar competition. Btw, its 3 weeks ago haha.

tagbysamanthagaahhhhhrawrwtfRules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy this to your Blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people including the person who tagged you.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

What is your name : Vivienne

A four Letter Word : Venn ?

A boy's Name : Victory

A girl's Name : Veronica

An occupation : Veterinarian

A color : Violet

Something you'll wear : Vest

A type of food : Vegetables

Something found in the bathrom : A valve ?! OMG WHAT THE FUCK

A place : Venice

A reason for being late : Vivienne took my keys away D:

Something you'd shout : Victory omg its Seungri !

A movie title : V for Vendetta or stg like that

Something you drink : Vitagen

A musical group : V6 ?

An animal : Vampire

A street name : skipundefinedunknowsidontknowwhattheheck

A type of car : Volkswagen yeah :D

A type of fruit : Vanilla ~~love ONEW !~~ bean

The title of a song : Valenti - BoA

HOMG. SO HARD. NOTHING STARTS WITH V LA I GOT NO MORE BRAIN JUICE HOW AM I GONNA DO ADDMATHS SAMANTHA YOU AH.

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the covers of Gee are so adorable :)

#106: ARE YOU FUCKING OUT OF YOUR MIND?!

2009-01-28T13:33:00.003+08:00

~~Title. Oh my God Oh Won-bin, its still lunar new year today. Why the hell are you quiting?! I hate you :( I shall curse stab punch youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

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Im not sad actually, but still in shocked with a little bit of anger. Its kinda cruel to say its his decision so let him be. Quiting something takes long time to think and a whole bunch of problems to worry about, I bet he had sleepless nights and shed alot of tears. It said that they wont remain as a four member team, and still searching for new member to fill up Won-bin's position as a sub-vocal and guitarist. But the original will be the best (quoted someone from Soompi.) This is like the best quote I've read.

That one most important thing for the Primadonnas is, he is happy with his decision. Thats enough, more than enough. All the best Won-bin.

I dont have the mood to watch MKMF shit.

#105: Shall we dance?

2009-01-28T12:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D rawr

Went to Thien Hou temple with Xiaojinn. Im still wearing the same clothing as picture above now haha. Changed my template to SHINee. Nice right. Found it randomly through some emo blogskins-.- Cannot resist the creepy face of Key la, I like.

My cousin brother and I stayed up late night watching Music Bank yesterday, I always miss Monday live shows now because of Accounts tuition. There's this energetic girl group named 'After School', and they are gonna kick the SNSD girls' asses so damn hard that Sunny's nose will drop oh yeah damn mean I know :D Cannot wait for the legendary (haha) 'Female Big Bang' debut too! I like to see new faces but still worry about the competition of old and new groups D: I should have died should I haha Stephanie shut up I gave you email address for plurk you should thank me and praise me like God or Taemin okay.

My angpow money gone=.=Aiyoh I dont want school work tuition add maths T.T

I shall not blog until my Global Warning arrives yeah.